Okay so I started listening to My Chemical Romance, Thursday, Slipknot and Linkin Park non-stop now, I have like all their albums on a huge playlist - with their slightly happier songs cut out.
Other than that I am putting together a list of utterly depressing movies to watch in this last month, and I'm also compiling a list of depressing things to go see or do; like there's musea here about World War II and such, they never really fail to dampen your spirits. I also sit on the floor for at least 30 minutes per day, sort of meditating I guess, telling myself over and over that I am a failure. So far that's working magic.
If anyone has any more suggestions about how to get to a new low in human depression, shoot! I'm gonna need it.
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ok I have to admit this is getting pretty funny. God it must be fun to write. And I know people have supposedly had their lives saved by it bla bla, but I think the big flaw in this project is that over half the readers (or at least posters) don't seem to get that it's fake- ie the link is too hidden [for dense people]. Thus, even though about half of the oblivious posters are trying to convince you not to do it, the other half are probably just gonna hate suicidal people more after reading your blog, which, if it were real, is brilliantly infuriating.
As a non-suicidal person (and one who really can't comprehend it), I have a hard time having sympathy for suicidal people sometimes, especially ones who whine about it. Is your point to alienate suicidal (or, admittedly, pseudo-suicidal) people further? Or is it to stop people from killing themselves? I really am confused.
-n i
It's all fake tbh. Attention whore.
If you really want to be depressed, then I shallowly suggest responding to my email.
- J.A.
Some people when they are depressed have something to do and that's the only simple thing they do, ther don't have feelings for other things but that only simple thing that can be riding bike or walking o solve puzles
:/
Freaking care about this crap
focus on the thing that make you happy! not sad.
[SPOILER]She won't kill herself on day 1[/SPOILER]
i think you are kidding us, so why don't you record on video when you are making this.
Why don't you cut yourself? When you physically harm yourself, the seretonin in your brain decreases, and you'll start to feel really depressed. Also, in order to contribute to helping that depress you, think about things like how sad your mother or your sister would be if the saw the cuts, and think about how you're disappointing them by harming yourself. Think something along the lines of how you're such a failure that you can't deal with problems in a more constructive way other then cutting yourself (whether that be true or not). Also, be sure to cut yourself somewhere that people cant see, like your inner thighs. I'm pretty sure you'd be safe cutting there.
Tania, you are such a beautiful girl. You don't need to do something like this for attention.
Normally I'm all for the death of more females, as I am a very jealous female myself but not you. I wish I knew you in real life, you are an inspiration to me.
You are thin, beautiful and have a cute accent, not that i'm a lesbian or anything.
I love your Ipower clips. I watch them as well as the athene clips regularly.
I know you can't be serious about this whole suicide thing, but just know you are too pretty to just commit suicide. Only fat chicks like myself should be pushed to do something stupid like that.
Hi Lady,
30 its an scary number.
Best anti-depression system: Confront your fears (that's the psychiatry essence).
Suicide song 4 today:
- Sheryl Crow:
A Change Would Do You Good
Sincerely Yours,
40.001 Admirer,
NoReplyBox
I think you are already at that "low" point: You are part of nonsensical, completely irrelevant IPower, and you have a boyfriend with a face that can only be described as some high school student's failed biology experiment.
[SPOILER]She won't kill herself on day 1[/SPOILER]
LOL....
http://www.YourFreeVideoiPods.com/index.php?ref=4907332
oh..i know a way actually have a fucked up life.
emo!
well sorry but i hope you die b/c if you dont you will be a liar and no one likes a liar.https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6848598791538984487&postID=7591327112342338705
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Here is a way to get to an all time low. go into an alley and get raped by some random guy on the street then later after that go to a truck stop and let all the truckers have their way with you. hopefully this helps you feel like shit and kill yourself sooner
im more curious than anything. your so sensible. and that strikes me. sensibly suicidal??? ive never heard of such a thing. and i have to assume your not a lier, the world sucks if you always have to question if people are real and are always skeptical of their genuinenesss. and besides its not my responsibilty to decide if your real and honest, its yours to be honest, right?
how is suicide the best option for you? what is so appealing? im not trying to deter you at all, i mean i dont know whats right and wrong for me or anyone else. i mean i do get carried away sometimes and think i know but thats bullshit, unless i can walk on water, i dont know much of anything. so id hate to pretend to know right and wrong for you.
i feel weird but id love for you to enlighten me, youve caught my interest and curiosity. if ive caught yours.. my aim is gobbi88
if you where here i would hit you in the head, VEEEEEEEEEERY hard, fucking retard!
Omg have sex with me first!
Why are you still with those guys ?
You should be a model !!!
WORTHLESS
I think you are rly beautiful :)
i just came across this site...
illlllll....ur gunna kill yaself yh...dats da shit....
if this is fake then.... :(
www.myspace.com/bigdirtz
my music might make ya feel better ;)
peace
02/22/2008 - A unique internet campaign is changing the mentality of suicidal teens all over the world. Some even say it 'saved their life'.
The campaign, in the form of a fictional blog, has only been running for a few weeks and is already getting thousands of positive responses from people who have had to deal with suicide in their lives. More than ten people thus far have mailed to say it changed their mind about committing suicide and effectively saved their lives.
The website's popularity is gaining momentum at an incredible pace and since the campaign will run for several months, it looks like it will be saving hundreds of lives worldwide.
See the blog at
http://tania.movielol.org
Suicide is one of the leading causes of death for young people, yet it is treated as a topic that isn't open for discussion. This campaign is breaking the silence surrounding suicide and the isolation that so many people feel when coping with suicidal thoughts.
With the recent wave of teen suicides in Wales, the media put a spotlight on the growing trend of the online glorification of suicide. The '90 Day Tania' blog tackles the whole online phenomenon in a very unique way: it pulls people into an exaggerated version of the diary of a suicidal person, only to discover on a hidden part of the website that it's a work of fiction, designed to make people think about the seriousness of the issue. Anyone who attentively surfs the website also finds links to suicide prevention organisations and self-help groups for related issues.
The campaign is an initiative of I Power. We are a group of internet activists who before have done international stunts like the satirical '40,000 blowjobs' campaign which raised international political awareness. But the success of this campaign is of an even larger magnitude as it is saving many lives around the world.
Do you think your death will be on the News?
Tell us which time will you do it, so I suicide myself same time as you =D
Just tell us which time will you gonna do it, so me and more people can kill ourselves at same time as you.
omg, u are the epic fail....
this is just bullshit anyways
Emo?
Listen to Korn, especially the old albums, Korn - 1994, Life is peachy..issues, untouchables. Go for it.
If you wish to kill yourself, then by all means go ahead. I believed I wanted to kill myself, and still have suicidal thoughts. I know life can majorly suck some times(or rather all the time) but you're actually a beautiful girl and as far as I can tell you have no reason to commit suicide. You may just want attention, but that too is your choice. If you want to be depressed, then sleep. Sleep as much as possible. When you wake up, take some sleeping pills and sleep again. When you sleep too much you find that you can never feel awake again, you find that being exhaused all the time is rather depressing. I think it's highly likely there is nothing after death, after your brain stops working your personality no longer exists. There is no soul, there is not even blackness after death. There is nothing. If you want to no longer exist, then by all means kill yourself. It is your choice, and your right to take your own life. You may be thinking about all the people that will miss you, but after you die none of that will matter. Death is the ultimate escape.
Hey Tania, I could suggest a depressing movie, called the mist.. you could also read the book if you like..
But still you shouldn't commit suicide, only cowards who are afraid of life are able to commit such a sin. God gave us life for a reason, you can't just pass it cause you feel bad about yourself, comeon.. Get real..
I suggest watching the movie "Dancer in the Dark"
it's a great film and probably the most depressing one I've ever seen
Consistently and repeatedly do things that you know you hate, or do things that will get someone to make fun of you for it. That should increase the deppression.
You inspire me. x
to get depressed, just looke at the usa government system and americans behavior
Your full of shit, I thought you were killing yourself because you were depressed to begin with, now your trying to make yourself depressed? You make no sense at all, and this is nothing but bullshit.
go back to tania's blog and on the right side of the page towards the bottom in red letters it says "suicide isn't sexy". CLICK IT! it tells you all about how this blog is completely fake. here is what it says:
suicide blogger '90 day jane' recently caught a lot of viewer's attention. she started blogging anonymously about her last 90 days in a similar way demonstrated on our site. even though the '90 day jane' blog turned out to be fiction and was recently removed, it has inspired a wave of suicide blogging. based on the '90 day jane' blog, tania's fictional blog exaggerates certain aspects to offer a more critical look at this disturbing trend."
FAKE FAKE FAKE! you should really go kill yourself bitch.
I'll get you to a new low in human erection.
Oh, depression? I can do that too.
Me too ^_^
Jane Doe by Converge.
Listen to it on loop.
It's what I do when I'm in a shitty mood.
OMG why didn't ypu just fucking do it. I know a way to get you down; try living my life. At least i have the balls to go through with it, and it won't take me fucking 90days
well LP is not depressing music none of it is and i have had sucidal friends i know wat it is like to i have been at this moment in my life asking should i pull the trigger it isn't the right thing to do and i would know one of my best freinds had this little phrase he would always say
"if one does it then two more will do it then two more for each of those two and..." you cant just make these decisions for youself think about you freinds how do think they will react it isnt a game when you are faced with this decision you will regret commiting to suicide one of my best freinds Jason was alwas saying what is the point of life who would even want to live for 30 years let alone 90 years old why suffer end it but we helped him look to your freinds they are the key dont be silent be heard dont waste your life it will just become a chain reaction
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