Someone sent me an interesting mail about the whole trying to get depressed issue.
"I think getting depressed was a bad idea.
If u are depressed, u get emotional... And getting emotional makes it even harder to kill yourself.
Just one tip: Learn to hate. Hate all your friends/parents and even your sister for being happy.
If you hate them, it will be so easy."
Having read this I must say that I kind of started to agree. I'm too smart to tell myself that life isn't worth living and that I'm worth nothing, cause everyone is what he/she makes of him/herself, I know that, so getting depressed without further ado isn't really working. I guess I should try hate.
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This is what someone told me, someone who failed, maybe it will help you.
I hate my family for caring about me so much. I know that when they see me in pain they are suffering too. At times I feel like this is just a big act, to keep me suffering longer. If they really cared for me they would leave me alone. I hate when they always try to make me feel better. Why can't they just go about their lives and be happy, make it easier for me to get it over with? They are suffocating me with their thoughts because I know they are always thinking of me. And I hate my friends, they always wanna go out and do stuff with me. Like I'm fun to be around with. Why can't they see what I see in me?
I hate them so much, that I'm starting to like myself.
This is kinda sad. Not the whole fake suicide thing you're pretending, that's just retarded but, the amount of hits this is getting is pretty ridiculous. I have to admit you play a clever angle here trying to excite some young and probably awkward guys by having this countdown 'till you, "Kill yourself."
and the whole porn star addition to the story adds some sexuality to this weird, weird blog. Well good luck with your, "Suicide."
So what if you at day 1 decide to not do it?
ARE YOU GUYS STUPID?
GO DOWN TO SUICIDE IS NOT SEXY..CLICK ON IT AND READ IT FOR FUCKSAKE..
damn how these people can be stupid..
this is an campaign to save lifes...
So its "Fake" She explains it all there..
Damn u sucidie wankers..
campaign to save lifes?
how is this saving lives?
this is so fucked up!.
i dont get the point of this?
look at how people are being affected negativly by this.
its making people accept this sort
of issue and not to question or think
bad about sucide.
HOPE U FEEL BAD WHEN SUCIDE RATES GO UP.
Tania,
You have NOT convinced me that anyone commits suicide because of HATE. I just do not believe that!
- John
hahaha this is so fake.. xD
Where is that damn button SUICIDE IS NOT SEXY ??
Tania making jokes like that one with the suiciding is not very funny ;]
"I feel life has no greater purpose. We have no great war in our generation, no great depression, our great war is a war of the spirit, and our great depression is our lives. So, if I feel like saying "fuck it all", why can't I?"
Straight from fight club. nice....
Dear tania i am very surprised that u really want to kill yourselfe . One question : What will happen to Chiren and the "Athene" thing? What will he tell that Athene's "bitch" died because she was fucked up by someting i can't understand
Yours
Panda (Athene Fan) Hugs*
Anonymous Anonymous said...
ARE YOU GUYS STUPID?
GO DOWN TO SUICIDE IS NOT SEXY..CLICK ON IT AND READ IT FOR FUCKSAKE..
damn how these people can be stupid..
this is an campaign to save lifes...
So its "Fake" She explains it all there..
Damn u sucidie wankers..
April 13, 2008 2:07 AM
You as a human are such a waste, God wasted beautiful features on such a shallow empty soul....tsk tsk tsk
i can relate to your feelings, i really can. I know what it's like to be att the bottom of everything. And i know what it's like to try killing your self. 10000 if not more, people have told you not to do this. And 5 years ago, i would have reacted the same way. I would tell myself how right i am, and how wring everyone else is.
I remember when i tried to kill myself, it felt so good at first. I thought: this is it. Finally will i get some rest and i'll leave all the shit behind me. But right before i did it, i started thinking. Thinking about my mum, and my dad. How angry they would be.. and how my mum would start crying. How my sister would sit in her room and cry everyday. How she would cry herself to sleep almost every night.. How my dad would get upset when no one could see him shead a tear. How they all would see how their daughters pictures were haning on the wall.. while she was in heaven. I couldn't. It didn't matter how mutch i had told myself before that no one cares for me, that they all hate me. I just couldn't do it. I hope, that you get the same feeling. i hope that after these 24 days, you will stand up to your self, and stop listening to other bad comments. Start a new life, somewhere else, in a nother part of the world like i did, and start counting your happy days, as they pass you by , while you're enjoying your life. The life that you was meant to have, the life that you desirve to live just like you want. Just please, promise me that you will take care of yourself and the life that you were given to live, don't waste it.. / someone who cares
Why would you want to commit suicide, even? Just curious. You're a pretty cool person, quite attractive I have to say. You help make entertaining videos, and you are probably a great person irl.
Tania, gotta tell ya, I don't get it. You don't seem facinated by death, you understand that you have the power to change your life, you seem to be in control of your emotions, you have a vague understanding of what will happen when it's done, you recognize suicide for what it is but for the sake of attention you perpetuate the blog? I haven't done alot of research on suicide but to me, you just don't seem "into" it. You're not fixiated on anything, earlier you adopted a bit of an existential point of view but veered away from it. To me, you're just not selling it well.
-Dane
I'm not going to read this whole thing, but I've been here before. Look every single one of your friends in the eye and tell them that they mean nothing to you and that you are going to kill yourself. Do the same to every single one of your family members. I couldn't do it either.
u do know this is fake...right?
This is fake
Tania, I am sorry you do not get any love. I am sorry those guys you hang out with don't want to fuck you. I am sorry that I am not there to give you what you need. Warm sweet love that only a proud white man can give to a beautiful pure Aryan woman like you. Love that spouts inside your Aryan vagina, flows freely out of the same. Love that grows and fills your belly with life, radiance and purpose.
Before you kill yourself, come see me. I will show you life is worth living. Your body is a pure temple of love and affection. You are made perfect to give life. Your lips, your big jugs, your pretty face, your wet Aryan vagina.
My e-mail is ryn4hnnty@yahoo.com. Let's get together. I will give you all the joy you need so that you will live to give life. Breed, be fruitful and multiply.
Me too ^_^
I'll give you hate, in the form of huge man-meat to the face.
Me too ^_^
I love how you talk about not caring but you're constantly thanking people for their comments and emails. You are a hoot!
THERE ISN'T FUCKIN BUTTON suicide is not sexy ANYWHERE!!!!! SO FUCKIN PEOPLE STOP SAYING THAT I HAVE TO CLICK IT, BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHOW ME LINK TO THIS, SHOW ME PHOTO OF THIS DAMN NOT EXISTING BUTTON!!!!!! KURWA JA PIERDOLE..........
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