Monday, April 7, 2008

29 days left...

I'm pleased to see that I got some genuine tips about how to get depressed, so thanks to all the people that mailed us!

Someone mailed me last night before I went to bed and suggested that I would simply stop sleeping, that I would stay awake for as long as humanly possible. He said that doing that would make me less capable of managing my emotions and being rational, which would eventually get me into a deep depression.

So I started doing that. Haven't slept last night and I don't plan to do so this night either. I'm already beginning to feel some effect of it, but not by far enough.

47 comments:

Anonymous said...

Not sleeping will actually give you a kind of high, you won't get depressed. You'll actually begin to get rather happy. You may not be able to manage your emotions, but you certainly won't get depressed. Or at least staying awake for 68 hours made me really weird, weirdly happy. It was almost like being tipsy, where you want to talk with everyone and have a good time.

Anonymous said...

ANALYZE THIS PEOPLE::

"Tania" said:

"I'm pleased to see that I got some genuine tips about how to get depressed, so thanks to all the people that mailed US!"


HMMM...Thanks to all the people that mailed "US"??? US????????

You ARE a fucking fake... Why wouldn't you say thanks for mailing ME? This is supposedly YOUR blog... but yet you say that people mailed "US", implying other people are receiving these emails as well, and this is just a fucking stunt. YOU LYING CUNT.

EXPLAIN THAT ONE YOU FUCKING BITCH. KIDS ARE KILLING THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY ARE INSPIRED BY YOU PEOPLE!

Anonymous said...

Out of curiosity, have you chosen the way in which you are going to kill yourself. Will it be cliched (gun, noose, etc)? Will it be unique? More importantly, will it be a defiant way out, or will you leave some wiggle room that on the off chance you live?

Anonymous said...

anonymous 2nd post under mine is totally right.

HAHAHA
farkin fake lol now you've blown up omg explain that farkin shit

good work there, mr. anonymous!

Anonymous said...

thank you very much!!! They slipped up didnt they??? Thanks for emailing "US"

You like I caught that huh?

Anonymous said...

oh another thing... dont even try to edit that out "Tania"... you slipped up big time.. and for all those people who actually believe this, and are crying and praying for you, I HOPE THEY SEE I CAUGHT YOUR SLIP UP. PLEASE PEOPLE, THIS IS NOT REAL!!! PLEASE READ MY "ANALYZE THIS" COMMENT!!! And really think about it.. why would she say thanks for emailing us? There is no way to explain that.. Its not a mistake that you put "us" instead of "me" when you have been saying thanks for emailing "me" during this whole blog.. I know there must be depressed people out there that are buying into what she is saying, and lives are being taken.. all because of wanted attention... I hope the authorities track down these people's IP address and they suffer consequences. Its probably a bunch of stupid kids playing around and LOVING the attention...

Anonymous said...

reaction on the first comment of anonymous


it isn't treu that you Don't get depressed bye not sleeping,, if you sleep less your mind cant handle the emotions you get so you get confused,, and if you still do the things you do normal, its all going wrong.. and thats the way you get realy depressed.

just stay awake and do the things you do normaly.

either you dont care obout the world or you just get depressed.


and why you guys think it's a trick ?? maybe it isn't
btw, what do you care ??

we shall c after day 0..

google her and you c shes alredy pretty famous. so if shes after that still alive???? than you can talk,, but till than keep your words

Anonymous said...

to mr.me--- I CARE BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE KILLING THEMSELVES BECAUSE OF THIS STUNT... DID YOU CATCH HER MISTAKE?? DID YOU READ MY "ANALYZE THIS" COMMENT?? I AM TRYING TO REPORT HER TO THE AUTHORITIES!! THESE PEOPLE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE KILLED THEMSELVES BECAUSE OF THIS STUNT. AND DON'T SAY "TANIA" ISNT RESPONSIBLE, THEY MADE THEIR OWN DECISION... I AM A PSYCHOLOGY MAJOR, SOCIOLOGY MINOR AND I KNOW THAT PEOPLE IDENTIFY WITH OTHERS IN SIMILAR SITUATIONS. YOU HAVE HEARD THE EXPRESSION... "IF SHE WOULD JUMP OFF A BRIDGE WOULD YOU DO IT TOO?" ... WELL DO YOU THINK OTHERS WHO FEEL THE FEELINGS "TANIA" IS PORTRAYING MIGHT JUST DO IT? THINK OF THE SOCIETY WE LIVE IN. SO YOU ASK WHY DO I CARE?? I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE WHO ARE ACTUALLY SUFFERING AND ARE LOOKING FOR A WAY OUT. THEY SEE SOMEONE ELSE IN THE SAME WAY, AND THEY IDENTIFY WITH THEM. SO THE FOLLOW THEM. SO MR ME.. I THINK YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE, THOSE WHO ARE ACTUALLY SUFFERING.. AND ALL THIS IS FOR ATTENTION, AMUSEMENT, OR FOR SOME SICK JOKE. MR ME-- DO YOU CARE ABOUT OTHERS?? EVALUATE THIS SITUATION AND THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES.. INSTEAD OF FUELING THE FIRE... WHO GIVES A FUCK ABOUT "TANIA'S" SLEEPING HABITS??? I CARE ABOUT HUMAN LIVE. YOU NEED TO GET YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT.

Anonymous said...

please please please just kill yourself you dumb bitch. WE ALL KNOW YOU WILL NEVER DO IT soooo shut the fuck up and quit being such an emo attention whore mmmmkay?

Anonymous said...

I am impaired from sleeping naturally. That is an outcome from an SCD, Sudden Cardiac Death. Sleep is defined as a minimum of at least 4 hours of continous rest, then the endocrine system will release hormones so that body will engae in the restorative propeties that we refer to as, having had enough rest.

Anonymous said...

You want a reason for not killing yourself? Well, after your death it will be harder and u will suffer :P

I just think its a bad joke.....

Anonymous said...

I had sex with a dead girl once.

Anonymous said...

just to clear something up to those of you who don't know what this is all about.... on her page where you see the day to day break down.... under where is says profile, scroll down and click the little thing that says "Suicide isn't sexy." you will see what this page is about

Anonymous said...

YOU GUYS are rather stupid.
CLICK THE "SUICIDE ISNT SEXY" Link on the right hand side and all shall be revealed...i must say that it should be more visible but still. Helps to show what she is trying to achieve by doing this.

Anonymous said...

But you all reading and commenting!
:oP
I believe most people are caring by nature, and that this makes some e feel uncomfortable. This is raising awareness whether you like it or not... see all the posts. People are getting something from this, positive or negative. Really think about what it is and why. But remember suicide is NOT about blame.

Anonymous said...

I saw your blog and all you have to do to be depressed is to be me but I know the cure jumping off a high building see you in the next life.

Anonymous said...

You morons saying this is real or not -_-

The point isn't if it's real, if it is real then 1 life you don't know and doesn't matter to you is going to end, and you wouldn't care if she wasn't posting a blog, but what you should learn is to take more action around suicide people and the "suicide culture".

If it is just a hoax, then it should still do exactly the same thing.

And ROFL at the sex comments people are posting xD must be like 50% of the net is horny teenage virgin boys xD carry on its great

Anonymous said...

Anonymous LOL
you didnt catch anything.

This is a an anti-suicide blog, its suppose to be "us". If you would read the information on this site it says the site is run by I Power and is a capaign to save lives by creating awareness and to reach out to those who need help.

lol you dork.

Anonymous said...

Um, guys. Stop trying to prove that this isn't real because on the right side of the homepage there is a button that says, "Suicide isn't Sexy" click on it and it will bring up a few paragraphs about how this is an IPower campaign. So yeah look around a bit before you post things...

Anonymous said...

I think you really need to see a doctor. A daughter of a friend of mine killed herself when she was depressed. Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain so trying to get yourself depressed is pointless. You either have the chemical imbalance or not. The result of my friends daughters suicide was devistating on a lot of poeple around her so it won't just afect you. but then again I see you as a selfish attention seeking fool who thinks its cool to post this crap on the internet. I hope you do kill yorself then the world is rid of wasters of your kind.
I'll be looking with great intent for the day to come...

Anonymous said...

I cant believe you think this website is doing good and an 'anti suicide' website. Your sick!

Anonymous said...

This is some wild-ass shit!

Anonymous said...

ROFL @ "us" discoverers! That was a plant, you idiots...

(I bet all the real Sueys are laffin at some of you nonzies for being such tools)

And STFU about the impressionable ones, goddammit. That censorship of artistic expression has already been disqualified since the days when heavy metal was accused of driving kids to suicide. Disturbed people will cling onto anything to feel a sense of identity, even if that means their brains can't determine that this is a fictional blog designed to raise awareness, etc. What, should their be age restriction on this blog? You intellectual swine! Can't you see this is an altogether different form of help?

Stay out of my therapies with your silly little nuts on fire, dickhead murderer of free expression...

Anonymous said...

I feel like I'm married to insomnia with depression for a kid. That's a surefire combination for feeling down, which is why I try to stay high most of the time.

Anonymous said...

Tania, ty for crying,btw, on yesterday.

It showed me how much you really do care, once you put your mind to it.

I will continue to cry for you, as always. It is all I can do.

Anonymous said...

I hope that when she gets in a very cranky mood from all that sleep deprivation, she just goes nuts on her blog typing out all of her frustrations, as well as any miscellaneous tidbits of delirium sparked by hallucinations.

Anonymous said...

hahaha, nice try with the "US" WORD..

well, u want 2 kill ur serlf? let me help you! i can put some of my dynamytes in your mouth and tie some greandes onto your hands. =)

Anonymous said...

actually...whats going to happen from lack of sleep is your brain will gradually start shutting down your body overtime, the longest you will most likely go without sleep would be about 80-90hours, more than that and wow, props to you, when you sleep though so many important functions go on, your entire body shuts down to rest and so your brain can filter what has happened that day, logging memory, repairing the body, eventually your brain *WILL* put you to sleep whether you like it or not. before it happens you will start to lose rationality though, thoughts will become flustered, you wont be able to focus, you'll make careless mistakes, and it will probably become quite frustrating.

and as far as suicide, i saw someone asked how you would do it, one way that isnt real quick like a noose or gun but a bit less noticeable is using an IV with a drug/medicine to slow your muscles, if you have a high enough dose it will just cause your muscles to stop.

itd be nice to know what you thought about that ^.^

hmm..this is a bit more, meh...mushy? soft? i don't know really, but what about just sitting outside by yourself under stars, or go on a date with yourself, or stage that youre meeting someone and you got stood up, not sure if youre the type that it would depress but im sure it would depress some.

Anonymous said...

I really Hope you dont do it.
Get out of the bubble escape from your lifestyle and travel far; you couldnt understand how far were you from reality.
it helped me. im glad i escaped from my bubble and give me one more chance, life is amazing just go to other country other culture other reality if you do that then write me you just have too much time for yourself .. I really hope you dont do it.

Anonymous said...

lol @ idea given b4 -maybe 4 posts back

"Death by Blogging"

It's a serious epidemic, folks.

Tania,
Check out the link under my name and just think of the irony if it were to happen to you!

Anonymous said...

Pathetic.

Getting tips on how to persuade yourself to take your own life..

You have no thoughts about your family, stop calling them your beloved.. you are going to ruin their lives..

Hope you can die knowing that.

Anonymous said...

Her family will always love her..
For what, they shall never know...
Because after it is accomplished, there is no logical reason to love her anymore. Just because love isn't always a logical concept, doesn't necessarily mean anyone who feels this way about herself should be loved. So it will be the family who shall bear the brunt of this bewildering act of suicide. Though their love has already become non-consequential. Indeed, they must continue to love in vain, if they shall ever love Tania again....

Mike said...

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,304996,00.html

Lots of pot. In small doses it helps depression in large quantities it makes it worse. So, start smoking a lot. That could deter the sleep so, I suggest quenching thirst with Red Bull. There you go, no sleep+lots of ganja+red bull=you feel insane=you get depressed because you are insane. It's basically scientific.

Anonymous said...

Exuse me, but whats you problem I mean? You help mabye many people to take suicide in wrong moment beacuse of your push! Something you have thinking about? Your side just eat people!
Like a sect, you just want to let it grow until the tribe exterminated.

Anonymous said...

your videos are not showing on top today videos on iphone youtube.

Anonymous said...

You shouldn't commit suicide cause u know, the rainbows, rabbits, flowers.. DICKS! pussies, tits, and o

Anonymous said...

Hi, all the people who are abusing, diagreeing with this stunt just stop. This blog tania is doing actually highlights what people who are very very derpresed actually do(the ones that want to kill themselves-and do this kind of thing). Shouldn't we relise this and actually try and help people through depresion! BTW tania your Beatifull ;-)

Anonymous said...

Analyze this faggots, it says right on the sidebar that this thing is fake, meant to educate people, not trick.

And the only depressing thing here is that I still haven't fucked you.

Anonymous said...

I'm guessing that you aren't doing this blog to try and raise awareness of Suicide blogs, nor have you any intention of killing yourself. So why are you doing this? Is this just a way of free form expressionism, or some kind of artistic script?.. Just like some so called "music" out there. If it is could you possibly NOT show what you have done to your son/daughter when he/she is old enough and try to explain it to them. Because I'm quite sure they will think you are a fucking fruitcake and will ask social services to take them away from you.

Anonymous said...

Hi Lady,

SILLY solution, don't recommend it even playful.

Be careful with sleep time people (obviously Tania Derveaus will not really do it), your brain could suffer irreparable damage.

Seriously.

Suicide song 4 today:

- Marilyn Manson (Eurythmics cover):

Sweet Dreams


Sincerely Yours,

40.001 Admirer,

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Anonymous said...

P.S

LOL Comment #2

Mailed US, so inapropiate!

:-)

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Anonymous said...

go back to tania's blog and on the right side of the page towards the bottom in red letters it says "suicide isn't sexy". CLICK IT! it tells you all about how this blog is completely fake. here is what it says:
suicide blogger '90 day jane' recently caught a lot of viewer's attention. she started blogging anonymously about her last 90 days in a similar way demonstrated on our site. even though the '90 day jane' blog turned out to be fiction and was recently removed, it has inspired a wave of suicide blogging. based on the '90 day jane' blog, tania's fictional blog exaggerates certain aspects to offer a more critical look at this disturbing trend."

FAKE FAKE FAKE! you should really go kill yourself bitch.

Anonymous said...

go back to tania's blog and on the right side of the page towards the bottom in red letters it says "suicide isn't sexy". CLICK IT! it tells you all about how this blog is completely fake. here is what it says:
suicide blogger '90 day jane' recently caught a lot of viewer's attention. she started blogging anonymously about her last 90 days in a similar way demonstrated on our site. even though the '90 day jane' blog turned out to be fiction and was recently removed, it has inspired a wave of suicide blogging. based on the '90 day jane' blog, tania's fictional blog exaggerates certain aspects to offer a more critical look at this disturbing trend."

FAKE FAKE FAKE! you should really go kill yourself bitch.

Anonymous said...

This is fake

Anonymous said...

I'll give you sleepless nights.

By fucking you.

Anonymous said...

Me too ^_^

Anonymous said...

i know that this is the way to get attention..you are so stupid so go kill yourself right now...you are just a stupid young girl who need attention