The uncle of my mother died a week ago.
The reason I never mentioned this is because it didn't matter to me. Nor did it really matter to her, actually, since we never really knew him, so his death was just a announcement in the mail for us. This actually made it easier for me to believe that death can be something swift and insignificant, that it can be nothing more than a letter, not even standing out in a pile of magazines and bills.
But my opinion kind of changed when my mother's uncle's fiance came to visit us today. She wanted to hand over some personal belongings of his that he wanted to give to my mother, but apparently didn't include in the will for some reason. In any case, she was in tears the entire time she was with us, and she explained to my mother how he was planning to come and see her again, but never got the chance due to his illness.
Seeing that woman so devastated made me realize that there was this whole group of people that loved my mother's uncle, somewhere out there, just as devastated as she was. It made me realize that while we may want to believe it is, death is never swift. It is never painless, and it is never insignificant. At least not for the people around you.
It made me realize that to commit suicide you have to be cold, and selfish, and cruel.
But I am sure that is something I can manage.
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FIRST!!! WOOT! 11 MORE DAYS TO GO! CAN'T WAIT! MAKE SURE TO HAVE SOMEONE RECORD THE SUICIDE AND YOUTUBE IT!
cant wait till thiss publictity stunt is over...actually i hope she does it! piece of sh*t!
Yea, lol, shit is getting annoying. I wonder how many actually are falling for this shit?
guessss what i dont care what nybody says
ur a freekin babe
a good way to die (even tho u wont or shoudnt cuz ur hot and that gives u all the possibilites to do w.e u want to)
is to be raped to death
oh and btw this is smart wether its real or not
oh and make a nude video and put it up
for all ud horndogs out there
thx i love u
First, I'm sorry to hear about your mothers uncle passing..
To take the easy way out "Suicide" is being a coward. Life can be depressing but it can also be joyful. Those who encourage you will have to face god someday. As a follower of god and as a human being i must ask you to not do this. Be strong and overcome this. There is so much life has to offer you just have to look for it.
Take a minute to think about this. There must be something in your life to live for, like your boyfriend. Don't listen to what these people say. You do mean something to the world.
Haven't you all clicked the "suicide isn't sexy" button on the right? This is a fictional protest of the 90 day Jane trend of suicide blogs.
Guys here a hint, click the button on the right side of the page that says "suicide isn't sexy" under her email
Ya know, its a shame you are doing this. You are pretty sexy woman, one of the most gorgeous i had seen, based on the video you posted were you were asking us "users" yo chose you final cloth, and man, i made a standing ovation
Shame we live so apart from each other, i would try to give you a reason to live on, but, you are right, if you don't have any purposse in life to keep on living, why not just end it all. Life itself is pretty depressing and hard, but then again, you are taking the easy exit, as for myself, I see life like a Game with I have to gr through, facing all the problem en achieve my goals
Good luck, and if you ever go to heaven, tell my dad I say "hi" would ya? I miss him a lot
if you actually decide to do it, there is always a chance that you did it because I told you to.
you're a stuck up ho
Look, i realy dont know wtf all you guys are on about calling her fucking names and what not..
And wtf is it to you weather or not this is a publictity stunt... You cant wait till it's over? why do you care..?
And WHAT IF it isnt and she kill's herself.. you hope she'll do it? you must be as fucked up in the head as the guy who made the fake clip on day 15...
Live i say, Live life start fresh fall in love... and put things behind you.
I'm glad this site still makes people think, love it or hate it. And yes, Tania is drop-dead gorgeous.
You all fail if you think she's gonna become an hero. She's tania fucking tania derveaux.
my question is why is somone that is selfish give a flying fuck about Net Neutrality when she is going to be "dead" long before it effects her http://dontstayvirgin.movielol.org/tos.php seems fishy does it not?
you guys dont get it... its not publicity stunt she is trying to show the facts of how suicide maybe be " the only way out " for some people But its not and they need to see that , she is showing how killing your self may release you but you condem the rest of your family,friends , anyone and everyone who loves you to a life of pain.
my best friends brother hung him self and she has never been the same since neither has anyone in her family.
death is a dark cloud that consumes your family and friends for the rest of their life.
I heard of you from my brother...
Anyway, Kudos to you, I believe that Depression (Suicide for this matter)
Is actually a Philosophy.
1. The Life people have created (Society) is not worth participating in.
2. There is no aim or point to human existence.
Unfortunately I am too hawt to commit suicide, so... Au Revoir!
By the way, you have such a bad taste in music.
Well, if you need to manage being cold, selfish, and cruel to commit suicide, you've got no real reason for it. You do not even know what real suicide is about.
What you'll have to manage is sincerely believing that you're worth shit, that your family and others are better off without you, or that you have a very specific reason not to be able to go on with life.
For now, you sound so much like a stupid chick that you're being cold and cruel to the people actually having real reason to consider suicide.
I've got a challenge: Get someone who loves you to be part of the suicide, convince him or her that you've got a good reason to end life, and that it really is the best way out. If you can manage that you may earn some respect.
I speak from experience. My sweetheart did not have to die alone. I was there to talk about her reasons for committing suicide. I was there the night she did it. She had a real good reason. It would have been cold and cruel of me to force her to live on towards a painful slow end.
What about you?
I just hate that she hurt other people who actually have known someone who commited suicide.
Not to be a idiot or something .But seriously, how do we know you have taken suicide, will you record it or something. We need to confirm that you are dead after you have done it.
stop backing out!!
Read the 'suicide isn't sexy' and stop flipping out people.
Kill yourself already god damn
i guess there is no stopping you
so i wont try
why dont you try helping people in need before you go out of this world
donate blood, money and time into helping other people is a great way to lead a worth while life (or remaining time of it)
-xwigz
youtube.com/user/xwigz
tbh, you're just pathetic Tania.. comitting suicide is just selfish.
Tania ftl
Athene ftw!
you know what? You're born for a purpose! God doesn't simply create you...you are here for a reason! TRUST ME!
Change urgent boyfriend that can make you life better !!! Love is the message
this blog is getting boring. Its so fucking fake.
Aww you bitch, you selfish bitch... your mother brought ur worthless ass into this world with love, hardship, and happiness. She gave birth to you and then protected you. And to hear that you want ur mother and little sister to cry and feel pain, just makes me FUCKING sick. Just imagine what toll it would take on your sister, it will ruin and scar her for life; thus screwing her life up as well, YOU SELFISH SCUM. I feel really sorry for your sister because other young siblings are fortunately cherished with older brothers/sisters to hold their hand and walk them through life. ROT IN YOUR GRAVE AND SUCCUMB TO HELLS FURY
So if you are going to kill yourself (which I seriously doubt!) are you going to donate your organs???
DONT DO IT YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL !
suicide isn't sexy¬
Suicide people are the NOOBS in this world.. Get a life u attention seekers suicidal sh*t> Why do u have to tell people when u r going to commit suicide...? so that u become a f*ck*g MEMORABILIA in this f*ck*ng internet..?so that u bcum the another hollywood superstar? u think u so COOL now huh?? POPULAR? this is a cheap way to do it. u cheapskate. That is why we should NOT have net neutrality in the first place,. This is the indirect effect of net neutrality, because noob people( yes u sh*t) can easily and cheaply access the internet and get a fast connection to write a blog about suicide. If there is no net neutrality then they would have to pay an expensive internet connection in the first place from virgin. Therefore they would think twice for taking suicides because they dont have enough money to access the internet to tell people( using a slow connection) that they are going to commit suicide. and other people who view this blog wouldnt want to pay just to access a suicide blog site or a youtube. Therefore the person who commit suicide wont commit it as there is no people watching it. In other words Virgin co. is a hero. am i right athene's bitch? AN ANOTHER THING, another benefit without net-neutrality is that young people would be discourage to dowmload porn. because they have to pay twice now to download porn faster. U people support net neutrality but then u discourage suicide. what a fckng contradiction??? am i right??? yes i no im rite. cant u see u blind piece of sh*tsss, the internet or net neutarality is the driven force and for the increasing suicide act!!! people in the past can live in peace without the internet or technology. there would be no war. there would be no nuclear weapons. The environment wil not be eroded to build computers,internet cables etc. we would breath a fckg fresh air! so yea, my initial point is that because the internet and thus net neutrality makes people commit suicide. hypocritesss. OWWWWNAGE!!!!
ok i made a tiny sh*t of mistake above. i say there would be no war but i admit this is a mistake. war couldnt be avoided with or without the technologY. however my other points a rite about the suicide sh*ts, net neutarlity and the evil internet. u fckg noobs think long before u say somethg. u just know how to talk sh*t huh
tAke it like a mannnn
Since net neutrality and suicides conflict each other.. which sides are u on now?!
Guy are you fucking stupid this web site is a fake it's an anti-suicide campaign. Any way suicide is not cool are you stupid.
dead yet?
you're not gonna do it....
just suicide in the game (world of warcraft). for e.g, access athene's computer and use athene's paladin to suicide till u satisfy yourself and sell his stuffs in the game. or maybe jus hack and give athene's id away. that wud be way cooler than suicide.
hey if you kill yourself can i have your ps2?
How are we even going to know you really did it? Are you going to post an update after you are dead and tell us how it went? What the fuck. I wish you the best of luck in what happens next after death.
LOL idiots. click the "suicide isnt sexy button" on the right side of the page. They admit this is to raise awareness and is a fake.
Some people...
is she actually gonna comit suicide?
She's making stupid shit, she's gonna back out. AS u can see.
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