Friday, April 11, 2008

26 days left...

I got some angry e-mails today from people who apparently don't understand me (as if anyone does, rite?)

Here's one example, a guy who mailed me giving possible scenarios of what would happen to my family after I kill myself:

"I'm just going to go ahead and throw out some hypotheticals.

1. Racked with grief and guilt, both of your parents kill themselves. Your sister is orphaned and abused in her orphanage or abused by people who adopt her. She goes on to lead a fucked up life (like becoming a serial killer or something).
2. One of your parents kills themself. The other one goes insane and beats the shit out of your sister on a regular basis. They both end up having terrible lives
3. Your sister kills herself. Your parents get a divorce and die depressed and alone."

Does he not understand? This is exactly why I need to become a selfish little cunt, because otherwise I'll be caring about stuff like that. Sure, something like that may be likely to happen when I commit suicide, but the trick is not to care.

Bleh, I feel like a broken record. Or just broken. Yeah, I just feel broken. =(

30 comments:

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

Go ahead girl,do what you want to
do, don't let them make you change
your mind.

You need to realize by yourself when
is the time to give up. However I
cant see you giving up anyway, what
is a bit sad, but, who cares?

See you around!

Anonymous said...

you are hot

Anonymous said...

don't you think you'll need to totally obliterate your mind on drugs, or with a skewer, in order to completely not feel a thing for your family anymore? I'd really hate to see that happen, but there just doesn't seem to be enough time left to naturally try to break those bonds.

Anonymous said...

successful troll is successful

and who else but anon would know that?

iknowbesttrustme said...

is say on your little blog thing on day 90 "I suddenly start caring about the others that may commit suicide because of me? I doubt it, to be honest. It's not like I asked for this responsibility" why do this publicly then if you dont care about other people and what they think on the subject? why didn't you do it in private?? i obviously dont expect a reply to this!

Anonymous said...

I will probably never understand why you are doing this.Your resons dont make sence to me,how ever i have to tell ya that I have resently begun to follow a new relighion.Dont worry im not going to convert you.Its valled Jediism.Im sure you already know waht its about just from the name.I Know I know. This is my point expresed through a qout of one of our greatest icons

Yoda -
"Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for

those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn

them, do not. Miss them, do not."



"Twilight is upon me and soon night must fall.

That is the way of things...the way of the Force."



I'll see you on the other side


-Herro Yuy

Anonymous said...

Why the fuck are you making an internet diary of your suicide? I happened to stumble across this while watching the Athene videos. You are seriously fucked up in the head. Stop making the blogs and just do it if you're so content on doing so....stop making posts and shit where I can see them because if I see them, it becomes my business, if I can comment, I'll sure as hell comment.

After you kill yourself, you'll find yourself in more deep shit in the after life, God doesn't like people that take their life away, it's a sin. Once someone sins and they don't repent, they go to hell, and thats exactly where you're going, a fiery pit of unpleasantness, a lot more pain then your suicide. You're being selfish, and arrogant, you don't care about how your family would feel at all, or your sister either. You're going to bring them a lot of pain by doing what you are doing.

There are no life goals....thats bullshit, you make the goals, you do something great, live a good life, do kind deeds, ect ect, people will remember that and respect you, and you will live on in their hearts, but I guess you're too thick headed...

I may be coming out like a bit of an asshole, but I have every right to, people that use suicide and lame excuses to do it really piss me off, I know it pisses God off as well, He doesn't want you to take your life, live, be happy, and all that before it's too late. If you don't, this is where you'll end up...

http://yourgoingtohell.com/vision4.html

Anonymous said...

go back to her diary and on the right side of the page towards the bottom in red letters it says "suicide isn't sexy". CLICK IT! it tells you all about how this blog is completely fake. here is what it says:
suicide blogger '90 day jane' recently caught a lot of viewer's attention. she started blogging anonymously about her last 90 days in a similar way demonstrated on our site. even though the '90 day jane' blog turned out to be fiction and was recently removed, it has inspired a wave of suicide blogging. based on the '90 day jane' blog, tania's fictional blog exaggerates certain aspects to offer a more critical look at this disturbing trend."

FAKE FAKE FAKE! you should really go kill yourself bitch.

Anonymous said...

rofl people think this is real.

Anonymous said...

IDIOTS!!!! Trick is in the pick of the slck click on a pussy!!

Unknown said...

YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING RETARDED, IT SAYS CLEAR AS DAY THAT IT'S A JOKE ON THE BOTTOM RIGHT HAND CORNER..

GOD FUCKING DAMN RETARDED ASSHOLES CAN'T YOU READ ANY FUCKING THING?

Unknown said...

Don't listen to that faggity anne.

Provided your explain your thoughts, your parents won't do anything of the sort :)

I'm sure your sis will grow up respecting the choices you made!

Anonymous said...

This is fake. Click the button on the right side that says Suicide isnt Sexy. This website is just an experiment.

Anonymous said...

http://ipower.movielol.org/suicide.php

Anonymous said...

"Suicide is a way to tell god.....I quit....you can't fire me!!"
hey girl, I'm thinking about suicide too for almost the same reasons like you and to be honest I dont really care what is going to change after that since actually nobody understands how I feel!

Anonymous said...

everyone on here is fucking stupid! go to the right hand column and it says "suicide isnt sexy" click on that and it tells you that this is just to try and prevent suicides this isnt real dumb fucks

Anonymous said...

Why are you people @ NEE making her out to be a slut? People that are really going to kill themselves don't act like this.. they're too depressed. NEE, I don't think you're helping anyone! I think you're putting the idea in kids heads that may stumble on this site and believe it's real! You need to stop this stupid site before you do kill someone!

I cannot believe the amount of people cheering Tania on and telling her she's doing the right thing! People, your true selves are coming out... This is a fake website!

Anonymous said...

I hope your kidding...Come on, think of your family, don´t be so selfish. What is the reason? Make your blog famous?

Anonymous said...

angry dumb ppl are angry and dumb.

lol.

Anonymous said...

i dont see why you have to broadcast your suicide and its countdown on the internet. do you really want that much attention before you die? what difference will it make, you'll be completely forgotten by the end of this year. or are you just a lonely no lifer trying to get some attention ?

Anonymous said...

If your life is so bad why don't you try to do something about it to fix it, instead your just waiting 90 days for nothing, just get it over with if your going to do it.

Anonymous said...

do your thing i sent you an email hopefully you'll rad it and use my idea.

Anonymous said...

Nice copy of 90 day jane fag.

"I feel life has no greater purpose. We have no great war in our generation, no great depression, our great war is a war of the spirit, and our great depression is our lives. So, if I feel like saying "fuck it all", why can't I?"

at least when tryin to troll someone write something original. Not some fucking copy&paste.

Anonymous said...

If you kill yourself, I will go and rape your sister and mother, kill your dad in front of them very painfully, and then continue with the raping, then of course kill them.
then go to mexico and live a fruitfull life. =D

Anonymous said...

This is fake

Anonymous said...

Tania, I am sorry you do not get any love. I am sorry those guys you hang out with don't want to fuck you. I am sorry that I am not there to give you what you need. Warm sweet love that only a proud white man can give to a beautiful pure Aryan woman like you. Love that spouts inside your Aryan vagina, flows freely out of the same. Love that grows and fills your belly with life, radiance and purpose.

Before you kill yourself, come see me. I will show you life is worth living. Your body is a pure temple of love and affection. You are made perfect to give life. Your lips, your big jugs, your pretty face, your wet Aryan vagina.

My e-mail is ryn4hnnty@yahoo.com. Let's get together. I will give you all the joy you need so that you will live to give life. Breed, be fruitful and multiply.

Anonymous said...

I'll break you.

Yeah, that's it.

Anonymous said...

Me too ^_^

Anonymous said...

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