So I've been getting quite some response to the question in my previous blog.
First off let me again clarify that my question was really just posed out of curiosity, and that regardless of the answers I will still commit suicide when my blogging days are up. With that out of the way, I must say that I find it shocking (well, not really, but still surprising) how many e-mails I got that were oriented towards sex even in the light of my question.
Some people sent like a two page mail (and yes, even though I may not always reply I do read all of my mails entirely) about how me having sex with them would change my mind. It's strange how when things get more anonymous (i.e. on the internet in general) sex becomes such a common subject and people tend to openly admit to craving it in an almost animalistic manner; while in real life it's a complete taboo to mention it in most social situations.
This got me thinking and so I decided to give myself one last mission: to break the sexual taboo. I'm not sure yet how I'll do it, or even where or on what kind of scale; like just talking to my friends or blogging about my sex life maybe, but in any case it intrigues me and I'll be putting at least some of my focus on it before I turn the lights off for good. ^^
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You may not get this for a few days with moving and everything. Oh well. I just wanted to say that I had a lot of fun with you last night. I think it's obvious we're always going to have our disagreements--I'm always going to have moments of moodiness and you're always going to have moments of distance and spaced-out ness. In short, there are always going to be times when we drive each other crazy. But. It's best just to let it go and not have fights over it, and I was glad to get to spend a great night with you. I'm sorry if I wasn't as warm and ecstatic as I usually am when I first saw you. It can't be that way every time, right? I mean, think about you and your moments of distance; there's nothing you can really do to make yourself penetrate through whatever that is and reach out to me. That's kind of how I feel sometimes. But it's okay; it doesn't mean we feel any less for each other. It's not realistic to have ecstatic moments 24/7 with each other. And one thing I'm doing is developing a more realistic love for you. The days of my Idealized love for you are fading. Realistic love may not be as exciting but it's definitely much deeper and infinitely preferable.
You bring me so much happiness and confidence and warmth. I loved getting to have sex with you last night and sleep with you after. There's something so remarkable about doing that with a friend. I love you and I hope everything goes well for you as you adjust to everything.
Love,
Maggie
OMG i just got a hard on from u i need you to suck it hard baby, a hard motherfucker i have too
Hmmm...Oh one reason not to commit suicide.
As women are never truly satisfied with everything, the moment you are about to commit suicide, you will think of one more thing you want to do before you die, then it will be too late.
But oh well, have fun with the rest of your life.
Heh,50 quid says it doesn't happen. Throught the blog you talk about sex way to much, there is clearly some underlying experiment here, Good blog, fiction and all as it is.
Please kill yourself already. Thank you.
Actually, if you don't kill yourself I might be forced to kill myself if I'm subjected to this blog for much longer.
Please, help me prevent that from happening by offing yourself A.S.A.P.
Sincerely,
Me
YOU FUCKING COCKSUCKERS! YOU WASTED MY HIT ON YOUTUBE.
Hi Lady,
Sexual taboo? Not here in Spain, just go out one night and you’ll hear the word at least 20 times referring to you directly. :-)
It’s very important to remark that you are very attractive so you logically awake sexual feelings in lot of us.
We are animals (you like the zoo, everything is connected), and the only way that we have to stay here in the planet earth is through Sex. Nature is clever it make you feel the attraction, so I believe in the topic that boys search the way to put their seed in so many places and girls look for the best seed, aren't you agree?
Anyway, is a very funny campaign (much better than suicide) and I hoping the best success for it. The entire world should be free without taboos!! (wihout the Healthy ones of course)
Finally, congratulations 4 the last 2 post, it seems that your blog is becoming more personal and more interesting, keep going!
Today’s suicide song:
- Robbie Willians:
Old before I die
Kisses.
Sincerely Yours,
40.001 Admirer,
NoReplyBox
THIS IS FOR EVERYONE TO KNOW!!!! She doesn't read your shit guys.Girls just like it when they get attention. What girl wouldn't want hundreds of guys thinking that shes hot, but in reality it makes her self esteem go up she doesn't give a fuck about you. OR i bet that she isn't even writhing this blog. Its probably someone guy with her pictures cuz really she doesn't known a lot of English cuz she doesn't talk in the Athene videos but she can conjugate sentence structure...
Yeah you should I mean what's the big deal about sex? Eveyone looks and you weird if you talk it about it in public... See you have found your goal in life. Fix things that no one else has the balls... um guts to do!..
god you are soo lame.. all you do is talk about shit you want to do before it ends.. but you dont really do anything. you are as much a loser as athenewine. your supposedly boyfriend.. LOL I bet you $100 you dont end your life when your 60 days are up. oh yeah , if you do.. i dont have to pay and if you dont.. you wont pay anyways. such a sad commentary on life.. that you have to fake your suicide to get attention. can you spell L O S E R ?? !!!! maybe i can assist you just to make sure you actually go thru with it.. plzzzzz
A mega gang bang :D
Am I the only one seeing all the satire on this blog...
Suicide isn't sexy.
That's your reason!
Xxx
>>Am I the only one seeing all the satire on this blog...<<
nope, you are not.
its really entertaining, not only the blog itself (its a good read, had quite a few laughs) but the different reactions (from "plz srew me" over "dont kills yourself, live is beautifull" to "kill youself already") allways crack me up. keep up the good work guys! (yes guys as 80% of the team seem to be male^^)
Love Love Love all we need is Love!! ;-)
re`birth :a return to importance!
dont know if you are for real, and i dont know if i'll check the site later on...
but if it is a joke, i pity myself for believing even a bit of what you said...
my only wish to you is "rot in hell"
as you have already noticed, i aint trying to convince you to live...
plz die..
peace...
all i got to say is your soo hot and if you kill yourself your just wasting a gorgouse girl. you look amazing and there really is no reason for you to kill yourself
Just go and die, the world will be free from one more emo idiot like you.
I'm tired of you idiots killing yourself for no friggin' reason.
u sould have a kid that would change ur perseption of life . find someone 2 live for.just think about it.
No update to day... *worries*
Well, before you are commiting suicide, can you make a link to an upload of naked pictures of you? :D
"Having fun with your self" !
Thats just something you have to do before killing your self
Well... I guess it was written all over our primal structures with such a meticulous name like... genetics?
Good luck reading it, because I'm still trying pretty freakin' hard to "smaketh" some understanding on the issue, even now.
About you getting ridiculous amount of offers for the opportunity to experience the activity of such to change your mind, must also be another futile challenges from all other souls in the work to take advantage before your vessel becomes the undesirable carbon base disposal... and I'm also guessing that.
As for sex and all relating matters, I would raise a stupid-stick-up-joke line as a personal comment on it;
-Sex sum' Ex equals next. Question?-
Hey , seeing that you make alot of blogs about sex. Maybe that should be your suicide? Killing yourself while having sex. Cruel to the guy right? lol. Just throwing some idea's your way since it seems nothing will change your mind.
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