Wednesday, March 5, 2008

62 days left...

Okay, seeing as though I still have two months ahead of me and my mother hasn't found out about my plans, I can now rest asured and put together a list of things I want to do before I die, at my leasure.

Hmm, let's see, what are the things I definitely still want to do?


1) Have sex. Quite a few times . And experiment more with it. Why not?

2) Be an internet star (well on my way there. :p)

3) Throw eggs at a school bully's house (haven't seen him in 12 years, but still).

4) Go to the zoo. As weird as it may sound I have only been there once and I was too young to remember anything of it, so yeah.

5) Spend quality time with all my best friends.

6) Act in a hardcore porn movie.

I'm going to be updating this list regularly, this is just off the top of my head.

And yeah, the last one was a joke.

Sorry! ^^

48 comments:

Anonymous said...

Will you bee posting a link to check out your movie/video?
Please do so.. Thank you

Anonymous said...

HAHAHHAHAHA
bitch

Anonymous said...

Each and every day I love you more.

Anonymous said...

pls pls pls do the last one!!

Alex said...

NIce tacktick to be famous and propably get some money in the future

Anonymous said...

Big big big, very BIG, thank You!!!!!
For what?
I saw that you listening "arcade fire", now I listening it too, it's so goooooooooooood band
thank You!!!!!!
p.s. do not do it

a boy from Latvia

Anonymous said...

Come To Holland I will Take you To the zoo :D its named ARTIS :D should b fun Lots of love
BasicP

Anonymous said...

PS please more Ipower Clips amd Athene clips i dig it

Anonymous said...

ya 2 things....
1) shouldnt kill your self your a beautiful girl and thats just crazy i mean come on you seem amazing why would you want to kill yourself?.... im not gonna try and stop you its your decision not mine.

2) I got eggs if you can find the place lol =]]

love,
a boy from las vegas nevada, USA

hit me up keep me updated on the countdown...

theycallmehippiealan@yahoo.com

lol you probably wont write me,
its typical for an internet star to not write back...
but your worth the effort <3

Unknown said...

Horrible way to advertise

Anonymous said...

Are you guys blind? Or just dumb?

It's an ANTI-suicide campaign. She is NOT going to kill herself, it's a way to spread word. Now all you horny little kids go find something else to glare at, other than the background of the site.

Also, yeah, she's good looking but honestly... don't post that crap on the internet.

ALSO, click the 'suicide isn't sexy' text in crimsonish color under her 'about me' section. It explains everything.

Anonymous said...

All right, what about sex in the zoo? we could do it as animals in a cage in the last summer day...

This Sunday?

Suicide song 4 today:

- System of a down:

F*ck the system

Sincerely Yours,

40.001 Admirer,

NoReplyBox

Anonymous said...

aww man. i wished teh last one wasnt a joke. ah well. if u wanna experiment, go try zoophilia.

Anonymous said...

I guess you aren't pro then cause only a noob deletes their toon after a few wipes.

Not too worried tho cause noone dies when athene is healing.

I know he cares cause I can see it in his eyes everytime he grabs your tits.

Anonymous said...

can i have ur naked video!! :)

Anonymous said...

Stick it in the pooper plz

Anonymous said...

nice u are very hot i do get an orgasm when i look at u and play with my cock ;)

Anonymous said...

You shouldn't joke about killing your self one of my best friends killed herself because she was depress and would come to school with bruises all on her neck from her dad choking her.I always tried to help her, i remember when my parents would yet her sleep over my house ,cause her dad was arrested, the night before she was put in a foster home. They tried to give her professional help but it was too late. She hung herself in her bedroom closet.Know one knew what she had to go through. Why don't you go try to fucking help save someone instead of posting your suicide like its something to be admired when there are people out there that think they are shit and don't deserve to live because of how they are treated. Fuck You

Anonymous said...

I love what your doing with the suicide culture...Voluntary Human Extinction Movement hoooo!!
http://www.vhemt.org/

Anonymous said...

Hey babe, i can help you out with all the sex u wanna have, and im very experimental.......

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania,

I do not think you should kill yourself. I know how it feels, believe me. I know life sucks, I have experienced the same feelings as you and I know how it feels. But things will get better, I promise you. Killing yourself is just going to hurt your family and friends, do you really want to do that? Do you really care about them? If you do then you shouldn't kill yourself, they will feel the guilt more than anyone. You will be torturing them for the rest of their life, making them think they did something wrong. Your a beutiful girl and you can have a great life, you just have to give it some time. I just think you should think about how many people you will be hurting by doing this, it's not worth it. Please give life another chance, even though I don't know you I feel sad. If you kill yourself you will even hurt me :( Please, don't do it, don't hurt the people you care about.

Regards,

Martin

Anonymous said...

I don't know what's worse, Tania and her pathetic cries for attention (please don't wait 62 days, do it now!) or all the horny virgins in here...
Why don't you all make a suicide pact so we can get rid of you all.

Anonymous said...

I wish I could say I would like to help you out in the area of sex, but once I think about it I really couldn't bring myself to make it with a dead girl. Infact why would I want to start any sort of a relationship with someone that plans to end the relationship anyways. So why do I even leave these comments every day? Do you think you will be able to remember them? Will you even be able to remember the Sex, and the Zoo, and The video. What good is planning to have fun when you are already planning to end it. Thats like taking someone on a date, but you plan on taking the person home precisely at 8pm. Why not just plan to have fun and when it ends it ends.
Thanks to the creator, Ipower Crew and Tania,11:11
-Jason
Familian1111@yahoo.com

Anonymous said...

I love how you wrote that you're listening to MCR, thats such an EMO-band, for those who cut themself and stuff, good one!

Anonymous said...

lolz at all the people who only looked t the pictures of the pretty girl and didn't read more into this site. Also, a lot of you sound pretty desperate.

Anonymous said...

Why not act in a porn film? Leave something behind you so that you'll live on forever in the hearts and testicles of men worldwide.

Also, the whole suicide in 90 days thing as already been done. Get some other lame way of publicising yourself.

Anonymous said...

your not going to do it

Anonymous said...

I love you.
Not your looks.

You will be healed.

Anonymous said...

EEEEEEE M M OOOOO
E MM MM O O
E M M M O O
EEEEEEE M M O O
E M M O O
E M M O O
EEEEEEE M M OOOOO

U ARE NOT GOING TO KILL U WITH THIS BODY, U WANT ATENTION

Anonymous said...

I think that you SHOULD star in a hardcore porn and make sure it's release is around the time of your death, and it should be titled "Unbelievably sexy suicidal gang bang" (sp?) ;)

Robbie said...

learn to read you stupid fucks, it's a fake blog.

Robbie said...

and wtf at the people saying "you shouldn't kill yourself, you're so beautiful". Yeah ok because someone who is less attractive probably doesn't deserve to live as much, right?

Yeah sure, Tania is quite breathtaking, but that doesn't make her suicide (if it was actually real) any more tragic than anyone else's. What would you people say to someone committing suicide who isn't so attractive? "omg don't kill yourself... yeah that's all I've got..." ?

Anonymous said...

dear robbie !!!

you are a douchebag :)
of course she is going to kill herself.
Isn't it obvious ?
If she says she is going to do it then she will do it.

I fully support her in this.
you go girl

Anonymous said...

PLZ DO THE LAST ONE, DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

fuck me

Anonymous said...

awww... u got me all excited with #6

Anonymous said...

What the fuck, if your going to leave us, at least let us keep something to remember your nice body.

Anonymous said...

Lol, I'll take you to the Zoo in Antwerp the day after Sensation np, we can talk about nr.1 on the list while we're there. ^^

Anonymous said...

Did you perhaps see that movie

"The Bucket List"

recently?

Daniel Lox said...

A prisoner of war is stripped naked, blinded, fed an oxygen line which is strapped to his face along with an IV for nutrition and catheter, and submerged in a large vat of water that is set at a temperature equal to the victim's body temperature (or surface temp). His limbs are bound in such a way that he cannot move them. The torture rig is then sound-proofed and an opaque black sheet is draped over the apparatus. The victim is left inside this device for some ungodly amount of time. The desired effect has little to do with the corrosion of skin and the buildup of waste. It is sense-deprivation torture that leaves a man with only his thoughts. Being abandoned in such a state, one begins to understand how psychological disorders can cripple a person's will to live. Without stimulation, the man is driven quickly into psychosis - fighting vainly, not to free himself but to stir up some cool water; or better, to hurt himself and experience a euphoric rush of pain. Without the sense-experience of the external world, his thoughts are agonizing. He isn't in pain; he just can't feel. He wants to die so that he can no longer be aware of his lack of feeling, his numbness - so that he can no longer contemplate this lacking. So... this could mean that purpose of living is sense-experience. Why, then, would someone kill themselves if they could see, hear, taste, smell, and feel? It must have something to do with the way these senses are interpreted by the brain.

Anonymous said...

Thank god its fictional! click on "suicide isnt sexy" thing on bottom right hand side and you will all be dissapointed...

Anonymous said...

And robbie(above) is completely right,
LEARN TO READ THE WHOLE SITE!

Anonymous said...

First, before you go, please check out some different music, if i listened to that chemical lover band i would want to kill myself as well ... i pray this is not some publicity thing ... for the sake of emotionally unstable people please tell the truth ... if in fact you do intend to do it, then some people who are your fans will do it as well ... you are near internet fame with fans around the world why not go and visit a few of them ... tour the world before you go ... it will take more than 90 days to see it all ... have you ever wanted to travel? see some city? ... acting is in your future, get a better agent and maybe fame will find you faster ...fortune is around the corner ... wait for it!

Anonymous said...

dude... she said that last one, that being 'act in a hardcore porn movie' was a joke... jeez

Anonymous said...

why the hell do you, tania, even believe that this life is a complete waste of time...

you are 25 for fuck sake, you have only experienced 25 years of your life

talk about selfish

take a break and think about this shit, this is a pathetic decision

Anonymous said...

Be honest with yourself Tania.

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