Dear diary, today I have absolutely nothing to write about.
Seriously, I am such a dork. My life ends in 54 days and I have absolutely nothing interesting to say, I mean, how boring of a person can you be? You'd think I would be inspired to make the best out of my last days or at least do something special or interesting with them, but no, here I am doing nothing. I'm lazy, I'm uninteresting and I'm a dork. All I'm doing is looking forward to that date with "the celebrity", not because I'm particularly interested in him but just because it's the only thing worth looking forward to on my calendar.
Lucky for me it's tomorrow, otherwise I don't know what the hell I'd be doing the next few days. I should really come up with simple, interesting stuff to do. So, if anyone has suggestions, mail away! And I promise I'll make an effort to make my life more interesting the coming weeks and months, so you guys wouldn't have to get bored to death by my rambling.
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Go do some paint ball. Thats always fun. Or laser tag. Maybe make a goodbye video to your family. But most of all go out and party. Have fun before you die.
I would try as many hallucinogens as possible, and mabye cocaine. Might as well fuck the body up good before you go, because not like anyones going to use it after you are gone.
i really really want to have sex with you before you leave us.
and futhermore i just found out about this and i cant believe it. I live in texas but i would travel to where ever you are to save you.
Aside from me being completely heartbroken after watching your videos and now this and aside for my sheer desire to give you amazing pleasure i would give you the advice of trying out the study of psychology.
sure you could kill yourself but your wrong if you think there is nothing to live for. You're so fucking gorgeous i figure you must have a great life.
if nothing else please talk to me via email about your thoughts maybe i can help in some way.
vaavoom@gmail.com
id think about anything youve done to hurt people in your life..and go fix it so that you might be at peace.
not that i think youll end your life, its all to draw attention
x
I have a few things you might want to do. Just to be something interesting.
1. Tell off anyone you want to tell off, for anyreason. That to me be a blast to have you just go after everyone you hate.
2. This might be something I just wished happened when I was 12, but go to where you might find alot of young teen boys and flash them. Now that I'd think would just be funny.
3. Someone said goodbye video's thats a good on to post after you are gone you know what I mean.
4. Have a date with the most random person you can find. Just a guy you never met and ask him. Odds are they would say yes. But it has to be a guy you never even had eye contact with.
5. Maybe come up with a good way to sum up your life and put it on a diary. That would be nice to read.
There are 5 things. It's late i America and I run out of ideas right now.
Vinson
Honestly Tania, I;m not sure if I actually believe your going to kill yourself or not. i mean up until I read the "Suicide Isn't Beautiful" tab, i really did believe you were going to go through with it, and from a person who has attempted it before, i was actually looking to see how you were going to execute it and i was and still am extremely interested in everything that you have going on here. But can you quickly answer me this one question? Is this page to raise awareness that suicide is a beautiful process that shouldn't be show-boated and gloated? or do you plan on going through with everything that you have mentioned? i mean i am kind of caught in between believing this is an excellent form of saying goodbye and getting everything out there in the open and that this is just put in place to once again raise awareness. please get back to me at stinasguy461@yahoo.com . thank you and much appreciated. by the way whichever it is that you are trying to do, both are working very well.
hey tania,
i know this must sound kinda lame, but if I had only some more days to live, i`d run around naked. or do anything that I never had the courage to do.
So why not take a bedroll and have a sleepover at your local cemetary (your favourite youtube video inspired me, wait till it's dark, so you don't offend anyone).This may sound morbid, but you'll spend eternity there, so why shouldn't you get to know your neighbours in advance?
it's gonna be a pretty quiet neighbourhood.
Ok, your life sucks. but I think eternity can suck even more! I mean, did you ever regret not having done something? I do.
And I believe that there is not a single "suicide victim" saying "I did the right thing".
if they could speak, that is.
but it's human to do wrong things...
I do wrong things all the time, and it feels great! on a short time scale, like, let's say, 54 days or so.
That reminds me of StarWars: the dark side is always quicker with the results.
anyways, i'd still have a night at the cemetary if I were you. It's interesting, creepy and kinda sexy (in a vampire kind of way).
Oh, and reading your comments I get the feeling that this blog is a way of getting to know people that want to have sex with you before your comitting suicide. I want to state that I'd like to have sex with you AFTER NOT comitting suicide, because suicide isn't sexy at all.
;)
http://www.nee-antwerpen.be/index-eng.htm
^what happened with your blowjob stunt? nothing.
yeh I find your advertising stunts really annoying.
Hi lady,
My suggestion:
Take a plane to Ibiza (Spain), and enjoy!
Suicide song 4 today (don't miss it):
- Gogol Bordello:
Start wearing purple
Sincerely Yours,
40.001 Admirer,
NoReplyBox
It's Sad to see you leave us, but when the day comes... Could i have your pc :)??
Anyway, you are pretty and have a nice figure.. It's a waste.
SamMaile@gmail.com
Look around you, you have a role to play in this world...find that and work for that..end of the day, everyone has to die?why to hurry?
Well the end is comming nearer and nearer, it's a natural reaction that you become less active, you know that you're going to die, so why would you pay attention to other things?
I have a question for you, Tania. Is life not like knowledge, neither good nor evil, but rather the application that is good or bad?
this whole thing is so lame and fake!! come on. i dont think you will kill yourself. your just doing this to get more people interested in tom cruise boys cause. if your so all about it you would do it now!!! i hope u get hit by a bus today loser, because you dont have the balls to kill yourself...
Play World of Warcraft. In 54 days you're gonna ask yourself, if you haven't forgotten something...
You say you have problems, could you please mention some? Do you have friends, family, food, funds? You are intelligent and bright so why no future? Could pouring your life into another life or lives be the answer, living to see others succeed. I have found great joy in seeing others find joy
Sounds odd but plant a tree or some flowers, for people to remember you by.
C'mon don't kill yourself =(((((
you're pretty cool and beautiful.
Take care.
I tell you what, Tania.
If you wanna wait for 90 dang days counting until your suicide and exposing your thought to public, why don't you go out of the world and see what you can see instead? I meant like traveling. Now, you may think that knowing is stupid before you die. I think not. You had opportunity to be given a birth when you were born whereas these who couldn't make it to be born in this world. I think we all have somewhat obligation to experience with our capacity and try to overcome our limit to thank for the meaning of our lives. It's just my personal opinion. I'm not forcing it. But if you don't agree, what are you waiting for? or..is it some kind of joke?
Tania you are stupid!
Life is beautiful
heroin easy sure fire method get like 2-4 grams of half decent smack main line it into a vein you will trow up on ur self but on the whole you will slip into a deep sleep never to wake it will
leave a nice corpse and since you are cute it would be a shame to mess up ur face also have sum consideration for ur mums so she dosent have to clean up a mess of brains or blood
heroin easy sure fire method get like 2-4 grams of half decent smack main line it into a vein you will trow up on ur self but on the whole you will slip into a deep sleep never to wake it will
leave a nice corpse and since you are cute it would be a shame to mess up ur face also have sum consideration for ur mums so she dosent have to clean up a mess of brains or blood
why don't you kill yourself earlier?
Look at the "Suicide isn't sexy" button, this is part of the ANTI-suicide project... fake, all of it. Read a little more people, there is a quote in that section "...Tina's FICTIONAL blog..."
The reason you want to kill yourself is that misogynistic prick of a boyfriend you've got there. The guy has a positively repulsive attitude toward woman.
Man this is Bullshit. You think you want to kill yourself; why? Man I've seen 4 of my friends shot and killed my Mom get Cancer and die and I was living broke. I didn't want to kill my self, I kept that pain and become stronger. All these attention hungry little bitches just confused. When you kill give up on yourself that shows that you are weak. You need to get real girl.
Si queres suicidarte hacelo, pero pensa que la vida es una sola....y una ves exho eso no hay vuelta atras ehh....asi que pensalo...
Besos....
OMG you're killing yourself??
Yeah whatever send some nude pictures thanks
Sincerely,
Mike
micaarzur@gmail.com
k thx
It's funny how many people don't read the fine print. ;)
"I know you're not going to kill yourself? How do I know you're not going to kill yourself? Well, this has already been done... Type "90 day Jane epic-fu" in youtube or google. ....It was just a project...Here's the link http://youtube.com/watch?v=mjs6FEP6vzs
And here's the picture of her nude http://youtube.com/watch?v=mjs6FEP6vzs
I like it better when people DON'T die...that is, unless it's my father.
1* Dont Kill Yourself ;p
live has great things you only where looking at the bad things
There is a bit of a population crisis here on Earth, people. And you can only be so compassionate until it becomes apparent that you are trying to make decisions for others. "Live and Let Die" - That is what Paul McCartney said before pulling the plug on his old wife. He didn't say it to her, of course. He was thinking it to himself. Speaking words of wisdom...with his mind tongue.
Do DRUGS!!
this chick's totally getting boned by some french actor with a huge cock, I just know it.
he's giving it to her suicide-style, which is exactly like the opposite of fucking a virgin, yet carries the same amount of street cred.
On a similarly related note, there's nothing all that special about my light saber...lest one should happen to notice its majesty!
"vwoom vwoom" - lops of my own head.
Hey there Tania,
I'm a nearly 40 year old momma and have three kids. I know you will make certain assumptions on my motives writing to you, but you're mostly wrong.
You want to kill yourself? Well it's your life and naturally your right. You want prioritize yourself over others? That's fine and dandy too.
And that's where we come to you, your pain, your joy and your life. You are clearly an intelligent being, shouldn't your suicide be done intelligently as well? That's where I see a possible flaw already now before it's happened. Namely a culprit called hormones. I'd like to ask if you've lately had a doc test your hormone levels? Because you know what? The damn things can make you suicidal.
When I was pregnant with my first son, I dipped in and out of bouts of feeling suicidal. I'd never been that way in my life! I remember one time, doing the dishes and my then husband yabbering on about something. I actually played with the thought of taking the knife I was washing and plunging it into my belly to kill both me and the baby.
After giving birth, I've never had anything close to such thoughts since, nor did I have when preg with my other kids.
I guess the point I'm trying to make is, just imagine if your wish do die (and yeah I know life sucks etc) is based largely on the fact that your hormones are screwed up right now? Wouldn't that be kinda silly?
So I'd like to suggest that you book an appointment with your doc and have your hormone levels checked. I'm sure you'll think up a reason.
Hormone stuff continued...
If the doc checks you out and your hormones levels are perfectly normal, then it will be so much more sensible to go forth with your plans. Don't you think?
So how about it, what have you got to lose? And if for no other reason, out of mere curiosity.
sit in a shopping cart and have some1 run u thru wal-mart
please kill yourself now bitch, do you have no friends?
did your father fucked you?
so come on and do it, or come to me and give me a blowjob pussy!
big greets from Germany
[insert random desperate comment/display of undeserved affection here]
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