For some reason I haven't been able to get that e-mail regarding the porn movie out of my head.
I'm not saying I want to do it, cause I haven't made any decisions yet, but just the whole concept of acting in a pornographic film is... intriguing (for lack of a better word, I guess). I mean, for people who still have their whole life ahead of them, how do they handle being a porn star in their daily lives? Just imagine this with me for a second, can you even still have family dinners if you're a porn star? Can you still have normal conversations with siblings or even friends?
Seriously, I mean imagine sitting at the Christmas table with family and friends, knowing that the only thing they can comment or compliment you on is "Yeah, good job in interracial gang bang there, great intensity..."
Not that I would have to worry about that since this porn movie (that I have been offered to participate in) would only be released two months after my "expiration date". But still, I'm curious, if there are any porn stars out there or people who have an idea of what it's like, feel free to mail me and talk about it!
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First! I'd say do it! i'd LOVE to see it( and be in it lol) and since your going to "die" (Doubt it tho) it wont matter. But i'd like to have you i a porno of my own for free and with me. now. lol i want to bang jooo!!!!!!
You're still a virgin, Right?
what you should do is leave your house, never going back, and just go wherever your feet takes you for the next 46 days...dont do the porno though
Ok, i Know your not going to do it but just to roll along with it, ...
Please just promise me before you die, Read " Death Note Another Note BB Murder Cases " and after reading that you Should be set on the Greatest Suicide ever. Also if you are needing help, Call me i will give you some ways to "go out" ...
So can you tell me, ... if my acting classes are working?
lol
i lovveeee youuuu!!!!!!!!!!!
if you sick fuks who just posted are serious, check out the link on the side that says its not real.
make porn!
as you wrote:
"I honestly do not care about other people's feelings or opinions on this matter."
? just do it !
Wow. So this is how it ends, huh? You spend the last 90 days of your life by typing away on a diary about your death, and then the rest in a porn movie. How utterly pathetic.
I don't see how your campaign can be useful if you keep on posting the sex stuff. Your suicidal diary turned very mellow, thoughtless and pointless.
Lest anyone should think the homework ain't getting done, I'm here to tell you that I've noticed a few of my suggestions being used already in the blog. And I've only been visiting for just the past few days. I am starting to see what these guys are onto...it feels nice to be included. Or dare I say, empowering?
Thanks you.
nobody agrees :)
should film a porno and die commit your death half way through.
http://tinyurl.com/2kfg8z
Suicide isn't sexy.
This website is an anti-'suicide culture' campaign aimed at a disturbing internet trend that is currently gaining momentum: blogging about committing suicide.
Suicide blogger '90 Day Jane' recently caught a lot of viewer's [sic] attention. She started blogging anonymously about her last 90 days in a similar way as demonstrated on our site. Even though the '90 Day Jane' blog turned out to be fiction and was recently removed, it has inspired a wave of suicide-blogging. Based on the '90 Day Jane' blog, Tania's fictional blog exaggerates certain aspects to offer a more critical look at this disturbing trend.
This is a campaign against the currently growing suicide culture that glorifies the act and unintentionally inspires others to do the same. It's a campaign for awareness, it's a campaign to both confront and reach out to those who need help.
This campaign is an I Power initiative from the same group of people that formed the NEE party which received international fame for its satirical '40,000 blowjobs' campaign.
Read about I Power and how this campaign is saving lives here.
Yeah, I understand this campaign and all but..
You say you want to break the taboos surrounding sex, yet aren't sure you want to star in a porno film?
Sounds like the perfect thing to do then blog/talk to people about it to me.
Blogs are fucking retarded to begin with. They're not interesting, they're never well written, and it's incredibly self-centered to think anybody gives a shit about your boring life. If any stupid "blogger" (and I refuse to acknowledge that as a word)wants to do us all a favour and kill themselves, go right ahead. The only "awareness" this needs is a celebration and dead idiot counter.
i am a male acting in porn movies in Australia and i find it easy to go on with normal life. It is a little bit awkward at first when you read in a magazine or hear people on a bus talking about it sometimes. ( i live in sydney so people talk about porn all the time). After the first few days it was easy to go on with life normally. Oh, the feeling. it is weird at first because it seems so "taboo" but once you get use to it it is a hell of a good time from then in. Peace,
cencored.
Ugh. I feel udder-ly drained mooo..
You have to open your eyes, your heart, and last but not least, your you guessed it...your mmmmmmmmmmmmm
moo..?
That's it, baby. You're half way home. This ain't no porn movie, btw.
bow chicky mow mow
Ahh.. You see how the mind works? You have to seek and find. In the case of the above post, I wasn't actively seeking. It was either in the subconscious or I swear I'm being manipulated by a member(s) of the Evil Athene-Machine...Please let it be Tania!
See?
click my username
I Told You.
mooOOOOOvie
-bows-
wasn't there a guy who played wow under the name love or somebody who killed himself because another avatar wouldn't marry his avatar? that has got to be one of the saddest cases i ever heard. DEMONS, ppl, SRSLY.. .
Live like your going to die tommorow! Dont think about how people will treat you.. your friends wont treat u diffrently...
Hi. Tania read this!
Just found your blog. I don't know what to say, but I know what it feels like to have someone you love commit suicide. My father left me (suicide) one week before my fifteenth birthday. I have hated him for years now. I have missed him terribly. I love him. And I hate him. You said that the war of today is the war of spirit. Well, this war that you are speaking of is because people stop dreaming. Tania, don't stop dreaming. Don't do it. It's never to late to start dreaming again!
/L
Tania, you're funny!
Think about porn stars in relationships and the would be "normal" conversations most couples have at the end of the day...
"I had such a terrible day at work today...my wisdom tooth got knocked loose and my anus ripped!"
HA HA, funny :-/
At what age do anonymous commenters learn how to read?
2, 4, 6?
Suck my dick and, HAND.
nobody can feel the LOVE
nobody knows HOW
Hi. It's the guy who bandaid'd you in the RP server with runecloth bandage, If I could, i would bandage you for 100 years of life. miss you Come back to me again my love.
tania's all about the love, if more people would just open up to it they could feel it to
"Most" anonymous commenters, I meant. Fuck, I need a nap. Got to keep the dream alive somehow.
you will go to sleep, or i will put you to sleep! :P
You are like a dream come true, not actually a dream come true, but very much like one nonetheless...
nobody will be sad when Tania does not kill herself and the blog is over :(
you really want to kill you ??? or do i not understand this blog ??? sorry but my english isnt realy good !
Hi Lady,
So you start asking yourself about how it would be living in another one skin?
Good exercise, is much better when you really do it..
Cheer up,
Suicide song 4 today:
- We are Scientist:
Nobody move Nobody get hurt
Sincerely Yours,
40.001 Admirer,
NoReplyBox
Atleast do us the favor of seeing you nude before going off
even a photoshoot
cheers!
It's a PROTEST for SUICIDE BLOGGERS. THIS IS NOT REAL. and your precious Tania will not end her life.
Well, i don't agree witht he fact that your going to kill yourself, but I would defiantly want to star in a Porn Movie, they can be fun from time to time >: D
If you don't care about anyone's opinions or feelings why the fuck do you always blog about whiny apathy crap FOR THE WORLD TO SEE
bikl
acting in porn ruins your life. the people in the industry are animals. Contracts are broken, promises are never kept. and sex is like a hard drug. its addictive. you start wanting sex just for sex, and not for a paycheck. If you can dont go down that road. doing porn can quickly destroy a life.
Brrak8@Hotmaile.com
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