Strangely I didn't get any e-mails today about the porn star question, but I did get plenty of replies about how to break the sex taboo (which I previously set as one of my last goals.)
Seeing that I was alone all day and no one was stopping by I decided to walk around naked in my apartment all day, taking the advice of a man who mailed me saying it would be a liberating experience and might change my mind altogether about the whole suicide deal. Well, that it didn't, but it was pretty liberating I must say, and ironically while reading the mails (still naked, as per principle for the day) someone suggested that I walk out on a famous street (he took Wall St. as an example) completely naked, with or without slogan or banner with a message on it.
It's not a bad idea, and it would probably give me the feeling like I've accomplished something, but I'm not sure yet. I'd like to hear more ideas first.
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How about instead of walking down the street naked, you post a few naked photos of yourself for your readers to see?
Do it do it do it, walk nakked!!!
the first one too, s/he beat me to the first comment dammit
I like the idea of walking naked around the house to liberate, but I do agree, you should post a few naked photos of yourself.
Is that her in the picture?
I think walking naked is better in cultures where nudity is still more of a taboo. U.S. culture, despite magazines, still shies away from nudity in public so it might be more of a "liberation" here then in Europe.
no its not her in the picture. it's me
Hie. I stumbled upon this blog through Youtube. I hope I don't sound like a pervert but something walking around naked is quite natural. So, why are you doin what you wanna do in 90 days?
Hike the Appalachian Trail with me. I'm leaving May 1st. From Georgia to HarpersFerry WVA
We can hike it naked if we want to.
Hi lady,
Naked day should exist!
Suicide song 4 today:
- Fugees:
How many mics
Sincerely Yours,
40.001 Admirer,
NoReplyBox
I thought those in the picture weren't as plump as Tania's big ol' Happy Easter eggs >:) O_O
Man, I just got back from this date... I kept envisioning Tania being there with me instead of the girl I was with, particularly during the part where I was getting blown lol. I know, I know... that is rude to even think because this girl was very, very good.
Let me by you a drink!
This ought to break the sex taboo, for you Mr. Kishbaum...you can hear the sound of eternal love pouring into your glass as we speak, can't you Mr. Kishbaum?
Sorry, I was too busy reflecting on today's topic, which is reminding me of my late wife, Helga, who, too, would run around naked in the streets. She got hit by a bus.
This is most unfortunate and bedazzling, Mr. Kishbaum...Is Tania reminding you of your late wife?
Not especially, but there is one significant similarity between the two...
My wife committed suicide when she jumped in front of that bus.
Uh,
Somebody needs to get a fucking grip.
no can do
got no arms
2 clarify
i type w my toes whch is < eff. than mouth stick1
but
peck like hen repeatdly=[painflly unnaturall actvty 4 humans
so
i use toes most ppl wood b surprisd 2 know the untapped mobilty + dextrity we have n our toes if u r never forced 2 use them like i do
tania is gr8 i wood luv 2 c her suck a toe!!
:)) A BIG TOE :))
Fucking Splendid.
FAKE!!!
TOEtally1
When I walk around naked it smells like ass.
Tania your just beautiful, and besides that, you gotta do what you gotta do. I'd rather not see you take your own life but if you really know that's what you want, I hope it'll be very satisfieing for you. I think I'm going to cry about it soon. Anyway, I can tell you 100 things and more, but I wont, so take care for now.
Cheers, Seb
http://img444.imageshack.us/img444/4281/attention20whore3lm9.jpg
(sorry i still consider this a bad joke - but if i could get some pron pix 4 free i wouldn't refuse ^^)
http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=manly_suicide
Start a movement, de-shaming nudity. Since you are going to end your life soon and will not suffer negative reprocussions, it is a great opportunity, no, it is your responsibility to start a culture changing effort.
its going to be may 8th when you die , but you shuld post ur porno on here
Y r u even wearing a dress when u do "it". just do it naked, cause it's natural to be naked:P
Come on THIS ISN'T REAL!!!!
this is just a marketing site an anti-suicide program's marketing site!!!!
Idiots...
Dear Tania,
I haven't yet been able to read every entry in your journal, and at the risk of making a repeated suggestion, I was wondering if you ever considered making love with another woman, or whether or not you find the idea intriguing...
Regards,
Yves
I just stumbled upon this today... and you know, it would be interesting to talk with you. Add me, if you'd like - vhazhiphor@hotmail.com. I also have a gmail, account same name.
Don't worry - I won't try to convince you to do otherwise. I'll respect your decision. I just figure it would be interesting, perhaps even enlightening to hear things from your point of view.
Sincerely,
Vhazhiphor
Hi! I would suggest to you focus on the "sunny thing" of the life and to find positive people to share you life. You are a brillant girl and you should not fool yourself with bad idea and bad people. The sun is always there behind the cloud and there is positive people on the earth that are waiting for your help to join them to make a better world. Thanks! Manuel (caramba76@hotmail.com)
-Firstly, coments about the ''45 days left''
staying naked is a nice way to chill out.
-Secondly, I don´t really know if you prefer me to send comments about previewsly viewd topics on your new one, But I will comment here about the ''61 days left'' anyway..
reason to live?
1o -haha.. I get your point about questioning the reason of an human existence. In my opinion, ''a reason to live'' is not an answerable question. Nobody can tell you a reason to live. No answer from any person here will tell you an acceptable answer.
2o -I think a lot about that too, but now I questioned myself. If I am worried seeking the reason to live, then I, myself, am not living my life now.
3o and final- our life cannot stop, or else, it will colapse. When I am studying, I don´t care about the reason to live. When I am having fun, the last thing I think about is the reason to live. When I am having Sex, surely I think ''thank you, evolution, for my perfectly made Nervous system''
concluding: Come here to brasil, we´ll meet, be friends, go out and drink beer on the beach with other friends.. and everybody gets happy. end of story
if you are interested on answering me: www.fotolog.com/alexandre_152
place comment there..
a lot of reflexion is needed about this, I guess....
Or not.. it´s only a matter of choice;p
I recently had a liberating experience where I work. After finding out my company was withholding work from me and lying to me about it, I confronted my employers armed with Truth. Because in my country we have what is called the "Equal Opportunity Employers Act" I had scared them into believing what they were doing was wrong, despite the fact they never chose to admit it. The empowering thing about what I did for Myself, by sticking up for Myself in my beliefs of what is Right, is that in my company (a small, struggling company) we do not have a Human Resources contact to go to in these matters. I had to go straight to the top to voice my concerns. Sufficed to say, the experience felt as though I had climbed to the top of a huge mountain (one that had been intimidating me for a long time) and screamed at the top of my lungs to make Myself be heard. I have to accredit "I Power" for creating that spark within me, and I feel that it's Tania's blog and the whole motivation behind "I Power" that has assured me of the self-worths of which I had mistakenly begun to lose sight.
Thanks guys.
I bet it was like they (your employers) FREAKED OUT ON THE SIGHT OF REAL MAN, my man!
They were shocked, I could tell. But it's very disconcerting to never really be able to trust these people again, you know? At the very least, they can trust now in the fact that I won't stand to be treated unfairly anymore. Even still...it's going to take much Rising Above-ness to regain any of the respect I once had for these people I see every day.
It's like when people become part of the Big Machine that makes things work, makes our lives work, and that machine breaks down. Those people become damaged parts, I guess you could say. Then you have to learn to Recycle...
learnin' to love,
livin' to learn
you to beautifull to kill yourself it would be a loss to everybody that hasnt seen you yet and to anybody that admires you dont kill yourself it would be a loss to the world
I don't know if you're the religious sort, Tania, but look at it this way: if there is an afterlife, committing suicide will condemn you to hell. No matter what you've suffered in this life, the torments of hell would be far worse; you cannot want to doom yourself to an eternity of it. Perhaps you could talk with a priest/rabbi/sheik, and see what he has to say on this matter?
Although good intentions are there, that is completely out of the realm of reasonable sensibility.
Tania, GO TO CHURCH NAKED!!!
UhYay-YesUh!!
Now THAT is a fucking brilliant idea.
yes, that is a brilliant idea, yes
*_*
My church would be very supportive of what God gave Ya, Tania, baby love child of our Holy Generous Father. Now keep in mind, they is a few folks that we sit back on the pews under the low light. Mercy, Heavens! Lemmie see a half nipple UhYay-YesUH!!
not this again, ffs!
is she skipping another day in her Journal?
<#3> Try to get into psychology of a suicidal person and make points of what it feels like to live the last days. I want to see you questionning the life rather than just existing, because existing is the questionning.
When did Christian Bale and Mischa Barton have a baby?
I sure hope Tania is busy taking photographs of herself so she can submit them in to that website...
What website?
www.shehasherownwebsite.com
don´t kill your own the life is short
i am sure that you love the little things of it, the little details that make the live wonderfull you are in time to change your live, please don´t do it
dear miss tania, im not sure you are serious about this after looking around this site.
I sencirely hope you are not serious about suicide and this is a stunt to get attention for an issue.
So i can not stop you if this is what you want.
I really agree with fouridated water video. I buy water from grocery store in bulk that is filtered, also i have a home filtration system- the berkley light filtration system.
take care and life will get better, i promise
tania.. y would u want to commit suicide ? you hav such a great body. you could be a model or somethin.. its kinda a waste to suicide ... i cant imagine how i will do that. :/
more naked stuff, yeah
come round mine naked, ill HAPPILY let u in ;)
your FAF btw
ff
Hell i do it all the time
Dear Tania,
I would like to be your friend first.
Reza Ghatok
all this send email add.jdrodrick1971@yahoo.com
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