Friday, February 15, 2008

81 days left...


I skipped my classes today and hung out with a friend I hadn't seen in a while.


Called her up around noon and we just went driving until we found a nice spot to just sit and reminisce. But sitting in the car, I couldn't help but imagine what it must be like to die in a crash, like if the car in front of us just braked all of a sudden and we'd smash into it at 40 miles per hour. I think it would actually be rather painless, provided you don't surive it in the first place.


On that topic, I saw something pretty funny today, it's a book holder you can mount on the steering wheel of your car, allowing you to read while driving - which the manufacturers of course discourage, but what have I got to lose? Only my life, right? Okay, bad joke. Anyways, I still think it's a pretty alluring idea to go down in a car crash while reading your favorite book, letting fate decide where you crash and what the last line is you'll ever read.


*Sigh* Look at me, already becoming a romantic and there's still 80+ days to go.


Would kind of suck though if I use the book thing to kill myself and end up dying in the middle of reading a sentence, just when the story's getting exciting. It would also be quite ironic if I die trying it out; while I've still got months to go on the blog. Oh well, if you read anything in the news about a girl who died in a car accident, with her head in "The Catcher in the Rye", you'll know what time it is.

34 comments:

Unknown said...

Is the reason you want to kill yourself because you've decided that life has no greater purpose?

Anonymous said...

What does waiting 90 days get you? A chance to talk youself out of it?

Regards,

Greg

Anonymous said...

you're stupid or what?Why i gave my vote to you,First of all for the promise you made about the oral sex,second because you are so cute,But i noticed that you were lying on the first promise,hope you'll do the same on the second one.
Tania don't be stupid,just love yourself as much as i love you,
Toni

Anonymous said...

This is an art project?

http://90-day-jane.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

Is this an art project?

http://90-day-jane.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

If you are going to do this, and what you say is true, then there is no chance of anyone stopping you. Something you should consider though is not putting others in risk of death, just because you want to die for your selfish reasons. Killing yourself in a car crash is unfair to everyone else on the road, whether they were initially part of the crash, or your previous crash causes their death. You being selfish should not endanger others hopes and dreams of being who they are just because you want to die.

Something else you should consider if you are roman catholic or christian. If you kill yourself, you are destroying God's creation and gift to the planet Earth. You will forever be one of the people known to disrespect God, and not be greatfull for your life.

I hope you truly know what you are doing. And if you really are set on commiting suicide, then good ridance. This world does not need anymore people like you. People who are ungreatfull and disregard all those around you that you would be hurting. So have fun! And thank you for doing this if this is truly how you feel.
If it is not and this ends up being some kind of joke set on fooling the public, then nothing I have said in the last paragraph means anything.

Anonymous said...

So i just read the "suicide isn't sexy" part of your site, hahahah, and needless to say, im sort of embaressed about my last post hahahah.

MY BAD! lol

Anonymous said...

Toni

Do you know the 40000 blow job is a joke? Tania want people think about why politician deserve vote if they don't do what they promise.The politician in Belgium promised to give 400,000 jobs to people.

A.

Anonymous said...

Shes not going to kill herself, just wants to make you think about things. They're doing subtle things to stop people wanting to copy her at the same time, like in the main photo of her blog her eyelids are up inside her eye sockets to make her/suicide look ugly.

Anonymous said...

If you kill yourself, I will too...

arvind said...
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Anonymous said...

pst n00d pix b4 suside plz.

Unknown said...

there is noway a girl this hot will kill herself

Anonymous said...

hummm....
u know....
she isn't that cute...
neither HOT whit a big H...
but would gatter some money to a pimp or another...
ohh fuck I realize (just becase she had her 15 minutes of glory)
lucky next time ^^

Anonymous said...

well,
it really is a good campaing
soo luck for u good people

just try not to make people misunderstand the situation here...
some people want to "go"whit u if u know what I mean

gratzz

Anonymous said...

Since you have 81 days left, how about if I book a flight to watch the deed!!
Let me know,
MrSurfen is out!

Anonymous said...

so Tania is ur name. was always wondering while watching athene poon noobs haha. so ur killing urself i see? while 90 days isnt enough for me to get established, when I do become successful, Ill be sure to find a princess with similar beauty to yours. one day. im not coming here again so good luck with your dilemma and hopefully i see you on more athene clips. email me if ur trying to run away to USA and or help me take over the world. youd make a great asset to any man. 1`

Ricardo.Vasquez1@gmail.com

ಠ_ಠ said...

publicity stunt

Unknown said...

everyone who hasn't seen it yet, go on the bottom of the right column and click "suicide isn't sexy". it explains what this site is.
cheers

Anonymous said...

Hope one day one of your beloved ones (preferably your partner) will kill himself. The day that happens, you will remeber my message !

It happened in my surroundings and it is not 'funny', nor 'something to make a joke of' or ''''art''''' as you like to call it, bitch ! Actions like this make a sick !

Keep on promising blowjobs and making intellignet porn: stick to what you're good at !

Grow up and get a life !

Anonymous said...

Hope one day one of your beloved ones (preferably your partner) will kill himself. The day that happens, you will remeber my message !

It happened in my surroundings and it is not 'funny', nor 'something to make a joke of' or ''''art''''' as you like to call it, bitch ! Actions like this make a sick !

Keep on promising blowjobs and making intellignet porn: stick to what you're good at !

Grow up and get a life !

Anonymous said...

Tania <3
You're doing a great job with all your campaigns! People finaly start to realise stuff and you open their eyes.

Additional note: You should say more in Athenes clips!

Regards from Antwerp! ;)

Anonymous said...

stop fannying about and just do it

Anonymous said...

I dont think you should kill yourself at all , your a very beautiful woman; being that I bet there are thousands of people who care for you dearly no matter what dumbshit people write in these threads , its up to you what you do with life' but I reckon you have tons to live for and It would be great to have you around :)

-Ben Fuller
Pewpews_with_mewmews@hotmail.co.uk

PS: I think you would go far in life, its just been a hard day [how long it has been going on for]
and hopefully it can be over ' Hang in there sweetheart ;)

Anonymous said...

So you could also kill a little baby while driving/reading and trying to kill yourself? Stupid bitch. If you hit me and somehow survived, I'd take your ass out and torture you to death since you want it so bad.

Please kill yourself in your house tomorrow, don't even weigh 80 days. Thanks

Anonymous said...

I'm a Singaporean.
(Its somewhere in Asia)

If you jump off a building, chances are your body will break apart by the impact, so its not v pretty.

There's many times I wanted t kill myself (of course), but its cowardice (I really do not intend any offence) and I realised that my life's not mine t take.

Anonymous said...

Something I find even more interesting is that people don't want you to commit suicide because you are beautiful, and not for the person you are.

Anonymous said...

"hung out"
hooray for morbid phrasing.

Nicolau said...

I recommend the 1973 book “Crash”, by J. G. Ballard...

Unknown said...

hurry up and get on with it. im bored waiting.

Alexandr said...

Hey yea dying in a car accident is very stupid omg.Something else like harakiri or a coin from 1000yrds on head.Classic... Btw never knew about book holder very nice thing allways when i am driving my car with reading card and drinking coffe alwas this fu*king drink is damaging card.
P.S Sorry for my english i am just arussian from estonia.

Unknown said...

I like the Catcher and the Rye too.
Great book.

Anonymous said...

Okay, so I stumbled across your little blog today after seeing a youtube video about it. I only got there because I saw your hot face and clicked on the video. What you're doing is revolutionary??(for lack of a better term) and am obviously curious about many things. I'm only on day 82 in the blog but I have to go so I will continue on reading tomorrow. While it's almost like a TV show of some sort in which you know the ending of the show it is still intriging. I've had a couple beers while reading, I don't think I could read about a "planned" suicide sober. I got somewhere to go right now but if I only had one question ... it would have to be "How has someone as beautiful as yourself not had an average amount of sex for your age?" "By choice or lack of opportunity?" cuz you're hot enough to draw most guys ... IDK. Maybe the answer comes up later in the blogs. I look forward to reading your blogs, though I don't know yyou I think that will be a really sad day when you Do Yourself In. I find suicide a saddening aspect of society, that fact that it happens at all makes me feel bad. You, however, have shed a different light on the subject and for that I applaud you. Again, keep up the blogs and if by chance you don't go through with the ending, I personally would not hold it against you (not that I'd have the honor to meet you (a person of great looks and astounding intelligence- I can tell by your writing and thoughts thus far) in person anyway.)

Anonymous said...

You're the most selfish and estpudida person who ever read in my life, your selfishness promove the suffering of the people who really love you, and mean that young people are and trying to commit your ridicularizando same acts that what your committing these, perhaps impersonating this, imagine how much these families affected with your estupideses, you look for a physician or psychologist then ingresate in a recovery clinic for mentally ill, so would be subject to heal, I think you were out for your dead habian parents before an abortion same echo that you leave to see the light.
do not be so selfish, because these putting at risk the lives of many teens who are well and love their families. ceases to write such nonsense and remove this puto blog before the police stop you really, with so many lies.
a person who wants to commit suicide by not leaving there counting the days to do so even more in a blog posting Internet, may God forgive you for the quantity of these affected families, and not all feel equally young, I never suicidaria me, because I have my family that I love me, and I them, fights and discussions are normal, but it is to protect us from people like you, I hope this does not appear more kinds of people in the world. Cuidate and thinks that what you're doing is the worst and not only for you but many more others, greetings