Friday, May 2, 2008

4 days left...

So how do I want to be remembered? What is it that I want to leave behind to my readers, to my world?

I guess now is the time to pass on whatever I have to pass on. First off I would want this world to continue evolving into a more positive place, a place where people stand up for what they believe in rather than undergo life submissively. A place where human beings are free and open-minded, and actively working on their community.

Before I die I would like to call on everyone here to make a stand for what they believe in. Be the person you want to be and don't give up like I did.

Go out today and do something that you can be proud of.

For me.

50 comments:

Anonymous said...

Before you idiots start posting... this isn't real. Go to on the side near the bottom where it says suicide isn't sexy. READ IT!

Unknown said...

Before you kill yourself, show me your boobies!

Anonymous said...

Dark Knight hasnt been released yet Tania D:

at least watch the movie before u die D:

Anonymous said...

clearly not real as first poster said... i laugh at all the people showing genuine care for a fake suicide.

Anonymous said...

I will take your advice and stand to what I believe is right by asking you take your own advice and not moving any father on this journey. You can make a change in this world by over coming this depression and suicidal thoughts and helping others that have this same problem.

Anonymous said...

Stupid (attention-)whore,

If waiting for your lame excuse you will come up with.

Lowlife !

Anonymous said...

I love you!!!! =P

Anonymous said...

I'm gonna kill myself with you. It will be so beautiful like Romeo and Juliet.

Anonymous said...

Don't blieve her lies, I know her and her crew in real life. They are just a small loser unemployed group who eats there parents money and trying some stupid propagandas. However I know this that coward bitch can't kill herself but I wish her dead.

Anonymous said...

Yeah this is totally true man. I wanna fuck her anyway.

VinBigTime said...

die slut die!

Anonymous said...

where it says suicide isn't sexy. READ IT! Click it..this is a phoney death threat. It should rightfully be illegal. Tania and Athene show no respect for human life in this poor excuse of a blog. She's right though...and thank God for it. In 4 days this stupid Blog will be dead. Lmao. Whats next Tania? How about a Colon exam like Katie Curick did on TV. Maybe we could get a look inside that....Oh but I digresssss

Anonymous said...

This is fake, it is a satire of website that started with 90 day Jane, and inspired others to do. Look under suicide isn't sexy. I repeat this is an anti suicide site, to Tania that was a pretty dumb way to get your point across, why would you do that

Anonymous said...

that true,none of her word are true ,this side just want to aware people from suicide trend...read " suicide isn't sexy " at this side, then you will understand everything

Anonymous said...

thank u for doing this tania.....and yes i know its fake

Anonymous said...

Hahaha this is so fake now.
Yet again the internet is raided by another rubbish Troll.

Anonymous said...

This is how i see it,
you are either attention seeking, or giving people a test, to see how many sick people would want someone else to die,
or your serious.
If you really wanted to commit suicide, you might as well do it, without blogging and try to feel confident about suicide.
A large percent of people have regrets about suicide after they do it, and survive it.
I really don't know who you are, so i can't really judge you, but what you're doing is wrong, and somewhat sick.
and those who are keeping up to date, and clicking that dumb little buzz thing for her to die, make me more sick than what she is doing.
Tottaly, and utterly vile, disgusting, repulsive.

Anonymous said...

just wondering.. you've said that none of your friends know about this "suicede" of yours then who is filming you on the youtube clips?

Anonymous said...

If I support this does this count a defending internet neutrality :D?

Anonymous said...

when you die

can i squeeze your boobies

honesty, i've been checking them out for too long and need to physically touch them :(

DontPanic said...

90% of you people have no idea why she is doing this. o.k. We all know that this is fake and she is attention seeking but only to raise awareness about this 'blogging your suicide trend' and get a lot of people to open their minds and read some very inspiring thoughts about life make some reflections and possibly better themselves as because of it.
however, I think that combating this trend by doing your own one is probably the wrong way to go about it, because there might be a lot of people out there who will decide to kill themselves the same time as you do And that could get your wee 'Ipower' group in the shit with all kinds of people but I'm sure you've already thought of that.
and to all thos people who only post something about her boobies, fuck off, your not welcome here.

Unknown said...

Post some porn of yourself before you die pussy.

Anonymous said...

Freaking gimps the whole lot of ye.

Anonymous said...

Freaking gimps the whole lot of ye.

mdanielm said...

Don't really understand the approach you chose to get your "anti-suicide" message. Maybe I have to wait till 0 day

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania,

I am your Catholic friend, pray the rosary.
How To Pray The Rosary - The purpose of the Rosary is to help keep in memory certain principal events or mysteries in the history of our salvation, and to thank and praise God for them. There are twenty mysteries reflected upon in the Rosary, and these are divided into the five JOYFUL MYSTERIES, the five LUMINOUS MYSTERIES, the five SORROWFUL MYSTERIES, and the five GLORIOUS MYSTERIES.


Make the Sign of the Cross and say the "Apostles' Creed."
Say the "Our Father."
Say three "Hail Marys."
Say the "Glory be to the Father."
Announce the First Mystery; then say the "Our Father."
Say ten "Hail Marys," while meditating on the Mystery.
Say the "Glory be to the Father."
Announce the Second Mystery; then say the "Our Father." Repeat 6 and 7 and continue with Third, Fourth and Fifth Mysteries in the same manner.
Those who pray the Rosary regularly would do well to be enrolled in the Confraternity to gain extra spiritual benefits for each Rosary they pray.


After the Rosary:
HAIL, HOLY QUEEN, Mother of Mercy, our life, our sweetness and our hope! To thee do we cry, poor banished children of Eve; to thee do we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this valley of tears. Turn then, most gracious advocate, thine eyes of mercy toward us, and after this our exile, show unto us the blessed fruit of thy womb, Jesus. O clement, O loving, O sweet Virgin Mary!


V. Pray for us, O Holy Mother of God.
R. That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.
Let us pray. O GOD, whose only begotten Son, by His life, death, and resurrection, has purchased for us the rewards of eternal life, grant, we beseech Thee, that meditating upon these mysteries of the Most Holy Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary, we may imitate what they contain and obtain what they promise, through the same Christ Our Lord. Amen.
After each decade say the following prayer requested by the Blessed Virgin Mary at Fatima: "O my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell, lead all souls to Heaven, especially those who have most need of your mercy."

As suggested by the Pope John Paul II the Joyful mysteries are said on Monday and Saturday, the Luminous on Thursday, the Sorrowful on Tuesday and Friday, and the Glorious on Wednesday and Sunday (with this exception: Sundays of Christmas season - The Joyful; Sundays of Lent - Sorrowful)

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania,

Today I want to remind you all the encouragement I have given you all days long:

27 days left:
Dear Tania,

I will pray to prevent you from suicide; in case you did so, I will pray so that you can go to Purgatory, instead of hell.

But I tell you, soon after your last breath, you will see once again your whole life; knowing the meaning ehy you come to this world,and how many grace God has bestowed on you and you lose the rest because your suicide decision.

23 days left:
Dear Tania,

I am very happy that these days you have experience some kinds of happiness which came from the nature, as well as your family.

Also these days I have to carry on my work and have not read your blog, I incessantly, keep praying for you.

My mother had died of cancer five years ago. Yet I tell you, even she felt chemotherapy was painful, she strove; then she turned to Chinese medicine, just kept trying...

During her sickness, she still insisted to cook meals for my father and me as normal, as nothing happened to her...

In the final stage of her life, my father accompanied her; for me, i knew that she turned a lukewarm Catholic during her life, but fortunately, by the grace of God and Our Lady Mary, SHE TURNED BACK TO GOD. I called for a priest, she made her ultimate Confession, received the Eucharist.
I also put religious pictures to comfort her...

At her last breath, my father and I, togehter with some relatives, at her bedside.

See, my mother is an altruist.
And she she loved us until the last breath.

No matter what happen, you are my friend.

Friendship forever.

20 days left:
Dear Tania,

It is me, that Catholic person.

Jesus and Mary are Jews, I also like American Jewish atsr such as Zac Efron.

You should have heard of Karl Marx, a German Jew, who was the father of Communism, said that religion is opium to humankind. However, the USSR disintegrated, Communism failed. It is an atheism.

Another Jew I would like to mention is Sigmund Freud, the father of psychoanalysis. However, Freud said that religion is an imagination of human being. It is also atheist and finally his heresy will prove fail.

What I tell you is: Suicide is a temptation from Satan.
God had created vast numbers of angels before created man. However, God gave us free will to choose whether to love Him. Unfortunately, the archangel Lucifer led one third of angels to disobey God. He immediately cried out hell and turn demons with his angels.
Why he served God not ?
Because God anted to create human and Lucifer knew that we are frail, an angel is a supernatural being with wisdom far higher than human, his pride despised us.

So he tempted man to sin, especially to commit suicide and to commit abortion because God created us to re-fill the vacancy left by the fallen angels in heaven.

Maybe you saw some films about war and led you to doubt what life means.


What my answer is: When you see someone fell into misfortune, you have to prevent it further happens.
To prevent misfortune continue in this world, as more as possible, is ONE of our lives' meaning.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania:

Continuation by your Catholic friend:

19 days left:
Dear Tania,

That Catholic friend.

Go to you tube.com, search for Volcano,Damien Rice.

Listen to it. It is a good song.
I listened to it yeaterday the first time.

18 days left:
Dear Tania,

That Catholic friend.

Today I want you to think about why you come to this world.
The reason is because the love of your parents, that is why they gave you birth as well as your sister.

This is a fact you cannot deny.

If you are thinking to separate yourself from them, that means your heart is missing them, you failed to blot them out of your mind, the more you attempt to separate your self from them, ther more you have affection on them.



Jesus Christ died for us, no matter we accept his salvation or not, He just unconditionally to give Himself out.

Dear Tania,

I am that Catholic friend and I still have message for you.

Yesterday I have recommended you a song, is it your CUP OF TEA?

Today I tell you to choose music to listen.
Rock music is a kind of music which is said similar to our heartbeat and easily attract the youth.

I also like a band called Beyond,
their song includes themes about parenthood, people living in the Third World.

However I have to tell you an experiment done by Canadian scientist:
They arranged difeernt rooms planted with flowers, and then use loudspeakers to play different kind of music, including rock, classical, chants...
After a period of time, the scientists found that the flowers grew towards classical music and chants, however, flowers in the room playing rock music all withered.


In fact, some brethren in the Church also carry out another experiment: They use some kind of method to listen rock music invertedly (by inversing them).
Can you guess what they hear?

They heard "Satan, we love you that you know". "Satan, we worship you". The song Hotel California is inverted and it said: "Satan, Satan, Satan ..."


Nowadays the youth listen a lot to these songs, the harmful effect is not obvious but implying and latent, that is why so many youth commit suicide...

I am telling you that as a know there is an evil sect in the word they especially compose these kind of music to ruin the youth, we must be careful.

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania:

Catholic ...

18 days left:
Dear Tania,

The Catholic friend would like to tell you more.

The songs sung by Madonna is in the same case.
"Madonna" such name means 'My Lady', it is an Italian word for the people to call THE BLESSED VIRGIN MARY. However, her songs belong to this kind. She hesekf akso told her friends that she is really depressed when not in front of the public.

If you choose to listen to rock'n'roll, select carefully.

I myself listen to classical music, and I recommend J.S.Bach's music, his opus is vivid and energetic.

In spite of an audiophile to classical music, I disliked and refused Mozart's music because he is a person imbued with pride, so his music also shows so. Every time I listen to Mozart's music, I feel headache.

Dear Tania,

Catholic friend continues ...

So I had told you that ONe of meaning to live is to alleviate the other's suffering.

And I am telling you that I often notice unfortunate fate befell on someelse, and then I will try my best to hinder it further happens, obstruct it occuring on someone else, or, if it is taking place, I endeavour to mitigate it.

So Tania, go on living in this world and follow my example, that is the example given by Jesys ti me. So, by our examples, we can become light of the wor;d.

See you tomorrow and above all,
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER.

16 days left:
Dear Tania,

I am your Catholic friend !
Wow, you did a lot of shoppings with your mother.

Today I want to tell you how material things affect your life.

Compare with the African countries and North Korea, how many of people dwelling therein are starving? How dreadful are they want of material things?

Some voluntary organisation went there to supply them goods, and many of thoose volunteeers returns with joy, seeing the indigent victims have satisfaction which we not easily attain, and how sufficient our livelihood is!

As any other people, I pursuit techmology which brings everyone fortune, but here hidden a malaise that people would rely them too much and under their slavery without being conscious.

For example, there are some people began to transplant microchip in their arms. The microship stored every data of each person...
Let see it is a trick issued by the New World Order, ourlife would finaaly under their control because if we do not comply with the government we would lose all our properties...

So if we do not change, thios will happen.

So do not depend too much on material things, if you turn simple, then become satisfactory, there will be no need to commit suicide.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER.

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania:

Catholic...

15 days left:
Dear Tania,

I am your Catholic friend.

I hope that you re-think about wherefore do you come to this world: It is because the love of your parents.

I have experienced someone threw himself to railway to kill oneself.
Just fortunately I did not see him jump.

The video showed a young man killed himself because he did not find meaning in his life.
Jesus, have mercy on him.

Commiting suicide is a foolish thing because if you chose to live, your life can change many others' life.

I myself have people disliked me, however also I have people like me and support me, we fight together.

We must beware of the Freemasonry because they are instigating youngsters to commit suicide.

Tania, every day I get out from home to send you encouragement because I think that our friendship is worthwhile and we can prolong it forever.

See you tomorrow.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

14 days left:
Dear Tania,

Today I am telling you to gaze at photographs of new born babies.
By fixing your sight on them, you will see hope and delight. By dint of love they entered this world, they are growing and welcome life. They just simply cry abd laugh for their primitive state is to require love. God, in eternity created us and after this life our soul returns to His glory.

I befriend those do not have any religious belief, which they are, no one can deny, creatures of God. Certainly you, Tania, is not excluded. I found that those without religion see things in pure material notion, however it enriches my thoughts and reminds me what I cannot see under the enlightenment of Catholicism. I also include them in my ardent prayer so that even God has not chosen them into any beliefs, I can persuade God [Yes, many non-Catholics can also attain eternal life if they live pursuant to their conscience] to shorten their Purgatory time and even go straight to Heaven.

Everything has its reason and value of existence. Every human being [individual] is a reflection of teeny part of the Almighty One. Our fingerprint is an invincible proof.

It is very miraculous that God creatured each of our body so perfevtly. We need no pree ourselves a botton like controlling a robot or a computer to breathe and sustain pulsation of heart. Yet even we are so perfect, we are always wanting to improve ourselves, both moral, intellectual or physical, ID EST our conduct, our knowledge and our health. Life, is only once, it is worthwhile to cherish. Even, Buddhists who believe in Reincarnation advocate us to be vegetarian, not to kill any animals. We can draw a conclusion that life is precious.

Go to the hospital, and walk around, especially notice those dying patient, how many of them struggle to survive until the last moment? How many,even in great pain, endeavour to smile and pretend as usual when their family members come, so as to enjoy their family gathering, even it is so short ?

Yesterday, our older generation have no lift, no escalator, lack of vehicle, but they struggle to live and IMPROVE THE ENVIRONMENT, that is why today we have less inconvinience.

Jesus Christ, no matter we jeer at Him or rebuff His sincerity, He determined to be crucified, in order to let us whosoever want salvation, can receive. He respected our own choice, but, as our Creator and Saviour, unconditionally to give Himself.

In Canada, there buried a Hong Kong filmstar named Lydia Sum, to commemorate her, 1st June was ordained as "Fat Fat Day". "Fat Fat" is the souybriquet of Lydia Sum. In her 40-years, although suffered from diabetes, she still insist to give birth her daughter yan-yi. And, even when she underwent operation, she still presented at her friend's party [without dining] and answered her friends she only had a body check the next day. One most touching thing is, some time (within a week) before her death, she still telephoned herfriend just had undergone a cerebal operation. While she passed away,she knew many people would cry for her so she just put a quota to the number who attended her funeral in a private graveyard in Canada, not allowing the news reporters to violate. And in her will she enjoined a commemoration in Hong Kong. The seats are full, even there are audience standing outside the memorial hall to watch the transmittion. Her memorial was telecasted to all Chinese channel throughout the world. In her memorial, everybody's eyes contain tears.
You can find information about Lydia Sum.

Life is precious.

Tania, I do not try to make you tired to read, but you see, you get friends all over the world, everyone concerns you.

Many of them will still remain contact with you in the rest of your life, until we become old.

Your Catholic friend.

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania,

Catholic...

13 days left:
Dear Tania,

Hello, I am your Catholic friend.

Today is your "13 days left", and 13 this number has been long considered as ominous. Why? I searched for the answer for a very long time, until I read a book of Chinese literature. It mentioned that people in the Occidental World believe so because in the Last Supper, there were "thirteen" people in the Cenacle (the place where they dined)and on that night Jesus was betrayed by JUDAS ISCARIOT.

I do not know which priest to whom you have asked, he might be a Freemason and not telling you the truth but I tell you Tania:

JUDAS ISCARIOT hanged himself (commited suicide), you CAN find it in the Bible, in the St. Matthew's Gospel---You can find the content, New Testament, the first book is "Matthew"---in Chapter 27, verse 5.
In Chapter 26 verse 21, jesus already knew it and in the St. John's Gospel Chapter 17 verse 12,
Jesus mentioned that the son of perdition, that is JUDAS ISCARIOT.
He is now in hell. This is proved by many saints (holy persons canonised by the Church) or some Catholic mystics.

But why he is in hell, is that only the action, he killed himself?
No, God did not look at things superficially, but our heart.
JUDAS ISCARIOT's gravest sin led him to Hell is the DESPAIR and DISTRUST to God's forgiveness and mercy.

Another Apostle St. Peter also denied Jesus. See John Chapter 18, verses 17,25,26,27. But He was accepted by Jesus after His Resurrection. And St. Peter is our first Pope. (See St. John's Gospel in the Bible Chapter 21)

I read one of these comments in your blog writteh by Halfdan Reschat ( you can find it on this same page), he mentioned that---"Christianity: In the Bible there is a least one example of a suicide and it is looked very nice apon. Samson. He kills himself and many more in his suicide and the Bible makes him look like a martyr.
I don't really know the whole story - but maybe you should look into it."
Samsan this figure is in the Old Testament, he had great strength and destroyed the temple of the pagan and killed all the people including himself.

Yes, he is a martyr, because the reason that killed himself is to glorify God, and put HOPE in God.
NOT THE SAME AS JUDAS ISCARIOT.

And I tell you, Tania, as Catholicism reached China, Chinese Catholics also suffered persecution and massacre. (They martyred and went to heaven) I read their stroy.
A very SMALL portion have chosen to jump down from high place and killed themselves lest THEY WOULD FORSAKE THEIR FAITH UNDER THE TORTURE OF THE PAGANS), they are considered martyrs also, because they put HOPE in Christ. But the Catholic Church would not canonise them (not hoping to declare them saints) because they dared not suffer for Christ until the final moment.

Check, Tania, on your "27 days left" blog comment page I lefted this message:

[[Dear Tania,

I will pray to prevent you from suicide; in case you did so, I will pray so that you can go to Purgatory, instead of hell.

But I tell you, soon after your last breath, you will see once again your whole life; knowing the meaning ehy you come to this world,and how many grace God has bestowed on you and you lose the rest because your suicide decision.]]

We Catholics believed that there are three place after our death:
Heaven, PURGATORY, and hell.
Protestants (for instance, Anglican, Baptists, Lutherans, Sabbatines ...) all DENY Purgatory.
Purgatory is a place where majority of souls went there after death, it is a place for the souls have sins repented (no matter whether he is Catholic, or even an athist), but they also is not clean enough to immediately enter heaven.

Souls detaining in Purgatory can to suffer temporal pumishment of sins, we can help them by prayers, fasting, offering Mass, sufferings, good works to quicken them into heaven.

If I use a practical parable, I can say that one day you yourself fell into a puddle to play and your entie body is covered with mud and is stingy. You returned home. But without warning, your most beloved friend/relative came to visit you, but you see yourself is so dirty, so you have to take a bath before sitting down and chat with him/her. So while bathing, YOUR HEART is full of HOPE but meanwhile YOUR ARE SUFFERING FOR THIS TEMPORAL SEPARATION because YOU LOVE THAT PERSON, even this temporal separation lasted only five minutes.

Purgatory are the place where souls propitiate for the love which they owe, they lack during their lifetime towards people or/and God.


In Catholic history, there are numberless saints, consecrated people, either inside convent, monastery or outside, who have been visited by souls returned to earth from PURGATORY after their death to ask the living to pray for them so as to shorten their time of purification.

Several years ago, in an Austrian villaged, there died an old lady called Maria Simma, who had been visited by Purgatory souls since she was 25 years old
(in the 1940s), until she dies.
She is well known in the German-speaking world. [She could tell the details of the defunct which the died person's relatives proved true.]
She told that those who commited suicide, most of them, repented and detained there.( They can be saved, only after a period of purification).

She, Maria Simma, and also many people who experience "hypothetic death" (their breath paused as well as their pulsation of heart) told us that after we breathed out our last, we would be allowed to see our whole life again, especially our good deeds and vicious deed would be emphasized.
(The bad deeds would be slowed down for us to see CLEARLY) and then we see an attracting light, for some, even a person in light (Jesus) which make us desire and imbued with joy.(Everyone is slightly different)

Each person, wopuld be given SEVERAL MINUTES to decide which of the three places they go. For the good people, for example, MOTHER THERESA who served in Calctta, India, full of good deeds, would go immediately to the light.

But for most of us, with blemishes and flaws would demand to TEMPORARILY ecade the light because we felt not so worhty.

As the people who had experienced this HYPOTHETICAL DEATH return to life, they positively improved their livelihood.


Tania, a celebrated French philosopher called RENE DESCARTE said that "I think, therefore I exist". But I absolutely disapprove with him because it is equivalent to say: I see, therefore I exist; if I closed my eyes, then I am not existing.

Beware of the philosophers, especially those of Existentialism,
for example Friedrich Nietzsche, Kafka ... their philosophy are false teachings.

Tania, even you do not consider, or do not think of life afterwards, it still exists, and you have to face all consequences.

www.childrenofmedjugorje.com
(a website of Our Lady's apparition)

www.freemasonrywatch.org
(a website tear off the mask of Freemaonry, compiled by Catholics)

May God bless you, may Our Lady enwrap you with her mantle.
FRIENSHIP FOREVER.

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania:

Your Catholic friend continues...

12 days left:
Dear Tania,

Because of your absence of 'comment' on your '12 days left'.

I have to say my comment here.

First I advise you, although yesterday I have mentioned purgatory, do not SUMMON the dead anyway yourself, the response always come from the demons.

Then I tell you that once you confirm a decision of commiting suicide, you cannot choose to resurrect yourself. It is unlike the other decision, it is no way to turn.

After that, I notice that your surname is Derveaux (a French surname) and your name is Tania (a German name), I guess that your parents are of this two country,
Remember that France is a pious Catholic country, the eldest daughter of the Church and a lot of saints were born there.

I commend your soul to the hands of Our Lady.

Your Catholic friend.

10 days left:
Dear Tania,

In the Catholic Church there are persecution and division, as prophsised by Christ Himself.

And in the Church you can certainly find hypocrites which are worse than unbelievers.
Christ has also told so.

To combat against them is to demonstrate God's love and day by day the power of darkness is being weakened.

Our Pope Benedict XVI is a great leader, try to read his book.

Tania,you are a creature of God, fight against negative feelings until the end.

Ignore the people with negative suggestion.

Your Catholic friend

9 days left:
Dear Tania,

Your Catholic friend again.

I do not mind non-believers treats Jesus Christ as a simple human.
In our religion we believe that Jesus Christ is our Lord and God, because His father is God and His mother is human.

But absolutely we say that He is both a complete God and a complete man, not a demi-god or demi-man.

In other words, if your father is Japanese and your mother is French, then you have the identity of both Japanese and French. Since both your parents' status are equal, only different in nature. I do not say that you are a semi-French or semi-Japansese since it implies discrimination.

Jesus Christ is a very important historical figure bececause we name our year as AD 2008 (AD= Anno Domini,Latin: in the year of our Lord) and his teaching affects the entire world, for example Sunday we rest, and a civil society observe the rule of monogamy.

If you say writing, that the lower case of letters (a, b, c, d, e,...x,y,z) are invented by the clergy when they were making manuscript of the Bible. In former times there were no printing machine and if they copy the Holy Scriptures as every word composed by capital letters (A, B, C, D, E, ... X,Y,Z), it is really a tough job.
To boot, the invention of lower case also make us easier for reading, to identify proper nouns and inception of a sentence.

Also our teaching affects amny giant figure like Mother Teresa of Calcutta,
Pope John Paul II, and Saint Giana Beretta Molla, Saint Joan of Arc...

Please consider to imitate Jesus Christ,
and if you read the Bible, I suggest the New Jerusalem Bible.(Catholic Bible is different from that of Protestants).

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania,

Catholic...

8 days left:
Dear Tania,

I am your Catholic friend !

I determined to accompany you until the end !

Everyone would sin, butthe difference between a sinner and a saint: A sinner is someone who admit one's fault but a sinner is someone who never admit one's fault.

Today I introduce to you Gregorian chants, click to you tube, enter the following terms:
"Gregorian chant",
"Christmas Vespers in a Benedictine Abbey",
"Benedictine", etc.
I think these chants can pacify you and give you serenity...

The third thing I want to mention is a critique about the international language---English, In my opinion, English is the easiest alnguage in the world but by dint of its too simplified grammar, it always exposed the caprice of this world and make the user capricious as well as easily affected by negativeness.

Try to learn a foreign language.
Pray for you.

7 days left:
Dear Tania,

I just found that you are a French speaking Belgian.

Yes, yesterday we talk about learning English... It is inevitable that the circulation of English be so popular.

I just want to say that sometimes one should keep one's tradition as well as learning something new.

I believed that every generation have already be developing its own way, but, if we lost our tradition, we lose our origin and no further new things can be developped.

Therefore I suggested that on one hand, we learn English; on the other hand, we promote French, Spainsh, Chinese, and Latin as the four international language to replace English.

I hope that French regain its lost status; Spanish is also easy to leran, it is a phonetic language and prevails in Latin America, the second populous tongue in the United States of America; Chinese also has many speakers throughout the world and its is the only extant ideogram which has developed throughout these 5,000 years; Latin, its permanance ...

This world is capricious, no one can deny; we have to try make it permanent...

Go to www.youtube.com and enter "Tridentine Mass".

Your Catholic friend.

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania:

Think once again your whole life!

Your Catholic friend!

Anonymous said...

Throughout this blog, you keep asking for a reason to live. What I want to know is your reason to die. In that whole thing I haven't heard why? Why? In a past entry you talked about depression, depression is selfishness, and so is this entire blog. This is all a (very successful I might add) way to get attention just like most suicide attempts are. If you want to die, die. Don't do this whole "do something for me" "I'll break the sexual taboo" have some journal of your 90 last days bullshit. If you want to do something, if you have any passions or cares, you aren't ready for death.

Anonymous said...

Tania, you stupid suicide blog is backfiring, your actually encourgaing people outthere to have a suicide blog as well. for the people who think this is real go onto, the link on the left hand side of the page that says suicide isnt sexy. Youll understand then.

Anonymous said...

Why is everyone so negative about this? This blog is a good idea to draw attention to the suicide culture out there and besides, it's a nice story.
Why bother calling Tania an attention whore? You have to do something outrageous to get attention, so she takes sexy pictures and you all call her a whore. It worked didn't it? And you read what's written so the website is a success. Your just embarrassed cause you were looking for porn.

Anonymous said...

HEY tania :) way to go
http://intternetti.net/~jiri/motivation/suicide3.jpg

Anonymous said...

Hehehe...all those pathetic kids,hating you so much. Anyway,they all jerked off watching ur clips on YouTube.
KIDS,GO PATHETIC MORE,BEFORE BELLS RING!!!!!

GET LAID GET LAID GET LAID GET LAID GET LAID GET LAID GET LAID GET LAID!!!


Love your vids, <3
Cu! =)

Unknown said...

I'd kill myself because of that "catholic friend"...

Anonymous said...

Tania do you really suffer from epilepsy? I watched your clip "Making of Tia #1, poisoned stripper" and it looked like you really have this problem.
And if not then you are really a "Pro".

Btw. tell your friends the group needs at least one more girl. To make it more interesting. Like you could play some real life relationships, lesbian scenes, triangle dramas etc. The Homo relationship of the two guys is kinda boring already.

Anonymous said...

If i had the choice who i wanted to be.. i prolly wanted to be me! i had thebest childhoo you can imagine. but whats so special about being me is that i make so many mistakes yet steadily improving and thirsty for success! this struggle brought me far and i hope it will take me even further

Anonymous said...

DO IT FAGGOT

Anonymous said...

Bitch! u kill urself ima send u to hell! i am god! XD

Anonymous said...

mercş

Anonymous said...

No tania on this page no motivation to read...

Anonymous said...

all people bitch about these 4 (or 5?) people that simply talk freely about suicide. It's none of your buisness if you don't like it, look at some hardcore porn or so.
Grtz, j0s
PS: Good job Tania, athene, etc.

Anonymous said...

yes lets,

"laugh at people showing genuine care for a fake suicide"

So you find it funny that people care about life. Nothing funny about people respecting life and wanting others to not give up.

Maybe these people do know its fake and maybe they don't. Either way atleast they are helping in someway. Say a suicidal person runs across this blog thinking its real and reads the comments and finds a hope and realizes that maybe someone does actually care about them.

who knows though, but you just sit and laugh and have a good time, but when your feeling down and need someone to talk to, maybe karma will step in.

Anonymous said...

FUCK YEAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i found a quarter!!!!

Anonymous said...

Dear Tania,
My nickname is Dextar3000 and iam from Egypt, i just want to say thanks a million for the serial of "how to seduce me", it is really helpful, iam not using it now, but i will when i found that special someone and i know now that i won't hesitate when i go to talk to her, I really really don't know how to thank you enough.
and i really wish if you can do more of this serial but please without the dancing in the being of the clip.
iam really think you are very pretty and you are like the girl M.J. in the amazing spiderman movie.
i think athine is a very good man but i hope he don't say the F word a lot when he speaks, i don't play the games he was showing on youtube but i love to see other people play games, but i stopped because he says a lot of the F word.
I think inn is a very wise man, and his brother i don't know if i saw it right bu he is adorable when he do these wierd looks when athene talks about games.
also thanks to the camera man.
you are an amazing group
i dope you achieve what you are dreaming for.
and iam sorry for my bad English.